Summer breeze,

100% doesnt exist

2010-06-27T02:54:00.003+08:00

Because, life is always fair. Fair share of tears and joys. I am enjoying my life now, as it got back to the right track. But who will ever know, will it go the wrong track again? No one knows. No one can predict the future. So cherish whatever you have now.

We got to constantly remind ourselves to cherish whatever we have now, or not, it will be really too late to cherish it when we lost it.

http://crisscrossfries.tumblr.com

2010-06-24T16:08:00.003+08:00

I am back t blogger? LOL. No, back t explore. And I realise there are a lot of nice blogskins available now! I just changed t this one, isn't it sweet lookg? Contemplating much whether t switch from tumblr t blogger though. I dont bear t leave tumblr as there are too many beautiful things there. And th biggest reason is fuckyeahshowluo pictures! Ewww~

But I think I will wna post two sides? Lol. Like here for more personal space? Though I'm going to open t public HAHAAHA! But I guess no one visit here or not that many, so yeahh~

Meanwhile, you guys can go crisscrossfries fr more updates! :)

Goodbye and take care everyone!

I've got this feeling that I won't do well tmrw:(

2010-01-08T00:59:00.001+08:00

this is the last chapter.

2009-12-12T17:09:00.003+08:00

hi there, I have shifted to

http://crisscrossfries.tumblr.com

You may want to relink me, if not that's fine with me too :) Just feel like changing it, yeah. Say bye to yutings-life.bs.com!

if only time could just stop at Jan'09

2009-12-12T14:25:00.004+08:00

hi retard

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE TAN HUI XIAN! :D Hope you had enjoyed yourself yesterday!

Finally, hjm is back from Japan! :D Hadn't been seeing her for a week! Miss her! And btw, I left my job already. Mixed feelings~

Gosh, I was so embarrassed yesterday! I was already late for work (1st time late btw) and then I board bus 31 and sat at the last row,MIDDLE. Then I began to watch GossipGirl in my itouch to kill time. My ear piece is like *suck in* kind so I cant really hear what happened around la. Then suddenly , I felt smth wasn't right. Like.. Someone is knocking on my seat. SO I looked up, the bus driver was staring at me! Then I looked around, EVERYONE IS GONE and I am the only person in the bus. Wtf is this? I was like oops sorry sorry and faster go down before he can remember my face! Haha! When I reached the office, I told yj and she was like .. giving me that blank and speechless face hahaha! Stupid la! And wahlau, no kind ppl come tell me I reached the bus interchange already lor, BEST man~ Last time when I saw someone sleeping in the bus and reached bus interchange, I got wake him up know~ Tsktsk!

Ok, you know I really have nothing to blog already. So horrr, I wanna go watch GG already. Chuck gone MIA, haiii~ Byee!

PS: I REALLY MISS ALL MY FRIENDS :(

thanksgiving~

2009-12-10T19:10:00.002+08:00

Dont you think they just look sweet tgth? I love Chuck and Blair in GG! Perfect match!:)

I am sucha bitch all thanks to Yanjing. HAHAHA! Still, all thank to her! If not, I would be somewhere hell now. I gonna get outta hell. Sick and tired, really. So much of getting so pissed off yesterday, freedom is said to be regain soon. :)

Did I tell you guys that my brother just lost my Sony camera few days ago? Arghh! And my dad is not buying one for us anymore. He ended with this, "Buy for you all, you all wont treasure. You guys should have a taste of losing things that you bought with your own money." I cant agree more. That's pretty true. Since I've lost so many things thats bought on my own and I could cry for days thinking about it. I guessed my brother and I have this "absent-minded" genes from my mom. So now, my brother has to fork out his own pocket money for the loss of the camera. To pity him or not, I've really no idea.

I am going to catch GGs2 soon. (L)Chuckbass&Blair! Reasons why I like them, they are scheming and bitchy enough. They made a perfect pair!

I need some chill pills please.

2009-12-10T00:17:00.006+08:00

Know what, I enjoyed working with Yanjing today because we cant stop laughing and joking. We were talking to each other about "boyfriends" stuffs. You see, we are the only one in our clique who have not been into any r/s before and so yes, we were figuring out why are we so persistent about getting into r/s, and then I was asking her, she mind her bf to be 1)shorter than her by a head 2) bald 3) tummy 4)older than her by 10 yrs 5)poor Then she said she cant stand people whos bald. And I cant stand boys whos SHORTER THAN ME by a head! Then we began to think about more and more things and it gets funnier. Lmao! She even told me she cant stand guys who wear a skinny with slippers. She said that guys who wear long pants shouldnt match with slippers cos its gay, hahaha! The two of us just went on talking about this topic for almost few hours. And yesterday I bought shaker fries back to the office. I was asking her whether she wanna eat, and she gimme that kind of "feed me" signal. Then I put the fries in her mouth and began to laugh hysterically! Yes, I sound crazy right? Cos I was thinking, gosh, if next time when we were old, at our sixties, the both of us still remain single like NOW, and teeth had all dropped out or wadsoever, white hairs can be seen, and I AM STILL FEEDING HER SHAKER FRIES! Hahahaha! How pathetic can we be?! Lmao!

Today had lunch with two lovely girls! Atiqah and Emily! I miss guides. I mean I dont miss my cca but cca-mates. :D Then went to pass Xiaowen her uniforms and went back to work again. Oh, btw, I told someone off, not really scold just said it or reject it in a rather unpleasant way to those people who are asking for donation on the street. You know those kind who has got files or articles or vouchers or wadsoever , asking for donations? Yes, I really detest them for pestering! First of all, I dont need people to come pester me for donations, I would take my initiative to do so if I feel like to. Secondly, wtf is this donations? I had done that before. I remembered two years ago, Theresa and I went to interview for one job that is said to earn 300bucks a day? So yes, lemme tell you, I think I am being naive that time to believe this kind of "money drop from heaven" business/job. 300 bucks a day. Bullshit please! On our first day of work, we realised what exactly we are working as. YES, LIKE THOSE PEOPLE ON THE STREET, ASKING FOR DONATIONS! And I think if we managed to sell one coupon we will get $2 commission? And you know out of those donations, 80% goes to the company and 20% goes to the needy. Wtf is this, you tell me! If we wanna help, we will do it willingly for FREE, and not earn those money in sucha cunning way. You tell people, you are helping those needy, but you are actually earning money from those donations? Gosh, this is about conscience. That is why I dislike those people! And because of that, I dont trust those kind of donations anymore. Cos to me, its BULLSHIT, CRAP!

After working I went to Tanjong Pagar for another work. I hate those yayapapaya adults. Argh!!! WTF! Who they think they are? Call them, they simply say those nasty lines and asked those wtf questions or before I could even finish reply, they simply HANG UP! Wtf is this?! I am talking to them in a really nice tone, the nicest tone I had ever used to my friends or family. And they simply just HANG UP! Wtfffffff! I really cant stand it! I called for like 100+ but zero appointments. Know what? I give up! I give up for the very first time. Out of so many jobs I had done before, this is the one and only that I am surrendering. Though one day I just need to work for 3 hrs for this. That 3 hours seems to pass like snail's pace. Freaking slow. Every minute, when it ticks, I will be ohsoglad, cos one minute has just pass. Its so UNBEARABLE! Wtf! I kept telling myself to ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE, PERSEVERE PERSEVERE, but I dont think I can anymore!!! I really need to rant! So I went to find Vanessa after work and RANT atw! I haven't been seeing her for a really long long long time. Well, great catching up with her! :D I just miss our small gathering! Just the girls. Miss those jokes, those craps, and good thing is I can rant all the way anyhow anyway I want to rant. Alright, enough is enough, this rant is going to stop NOW.

Ho Ji Mui(L)

2009-12-07T23:47:00.002+08:00

I really miss Ongliting. :D I bet shes gonna be laughing over there at Japan upon seeing this! Love you, hjm! Please come back soon!

You're the greatest

2009-12-06T18:11:00.010+08:00

UNGLAM face , I know, hahaha!

I've lots of fun with Jingting yesterday! We just can't stop talking, bhb-ing all the way from 313@Somerset to Ion! Didn't make it to FEP for Slice cos it was raining.

Our meet up turn out to be photo taking session? Cos theres free photo taking at 313. Then on our way to Ion, theres another photo taking outside NAC. One is canon one is sony respectively. And the best bargain is that both of them are free! Being bimbo enough , we queue and again just to get another photo so that each of us could have one! Hehe! Soon, her friend Shawn also come down for that free photo taking after his work! Lol. The photographer was like"you all again!" hahaha! And not easy to earn $7 an hour sehhh! Hahaha! But still I wanna work there sia. So good lor!

Then we went Bugis cos I wanna go CityChain to change my watch that my mother had bought the other day. She is so nice to buy me and my brother something but sadly, I dont like it. Bad right me. She buys me something, I should at the very least, learn to appreciate but still I really dont like la. So she asks me to change to something I like since theres receipt. So I went to change. Out of budget, lol. So I wanna fork my own money out since I had got my pay. While the person was swiping my nets, I was telling Jingting and Jingyi who joined us later about the Ice mountain experience. Theres once while I was working, I had forgot to bring enough money. I went to Giant to get a 55cents Ice mountain and I realised I had no more money, I used my atm card. Guess what? I had actually forget my passwords! After trying twice, and it still declined. I told the cashier, I will go withdraw money then. So I reached the atm machine, I tried again but still can't. I give up trying since I knew that if I tried exceed the limit my card had to be ban or cut or wadsoever. That was the most embarrassing time I had cos even a 55cents Ice mountain I also cant afford, hahaha! Alright, back to track. So after that I entered my pin no. OMG, zun zun after my wonderful 'story telling' it declined! I did not panick cos before that I did check my account, theres enough money. So I told the person, I shall go to the nearest atm machine to withdraw money. And guessed what.... I DIDNT CHECK PROPERLY! YES, I'VE GOT ENOUGH MONEY BUT HAVE TO WAIT FOR 24 HRS (i think) in order to withdraw , its still Uncredited Deposit! Tsktsktsk! Luckily, I've got my lucky star, hahaha! MY MOTHER! Shes shopping at Bugis as well. So went to borrow money from her haha! If not uh, really ps ttm! Somemore the city chain cashier I think heard about the conversation I had with jingting and jingyi sia! Hahaha!

Went MOF for dinner. Got 30% discount! Hahaha! good right! Cos Jingyi know the manager there. She did not want to ask for discount cos she said very paiseh, but jingting and I who dont care about our faces at all, ask the manager to give us discount since Jingyi knows him hahaha! Mom joined us for dinner as well. She ordered a lot pls, lol! We were the last customers. MOF closed at 11, and we are still eating at 10.50 hahaha! After eating, all of us went home! :D

Great day with her and her sister! Hehe:D

Today was ROTTING all the way at home. Liting is at Shanghai. Isabel is at her family chalet. Yanjing is at M'sia. Vanessa is working. JamesChew is at M'sia. They are those friends who either me or they jio each other out but all of them are busy, me being the no life is coping at home alone facing this damn computer. Oh, just few minutes ago, my mom brought her friend and asked me help the two of them with make up-.- Waste my time only. You know aunties like to nag this nag that. "eh eh , my eyelashes" or Idk la. Then my mom's friend make her own cheek until damn red, I wanna like tell her but aiya forget it la. this kind of "aunties fashion" dont feel like commenting. Should have ask for make up fee. Lol. I sound damn bad sia. My own mother. Hahaha! But nevermind la, she happy can already. They are going to attend some function or wadsoever. And she asked me along to watch her sing on the stage but I am so reluctant to go. My filial brother is going to help my mother to take pictures. Gosh, shes my own mother and she loves me to bit, always buy me things. She bought me the best gadgets, clothes and watch bring me to eat Jap cuisine just bec I like it and buy everything I like, I want, yet I am like.. Tsttsk! Nevermind, perhaps I would change my mind and go down to give her some support(if only I did go down).

Since I am rotting at home, I might as well make full use of my time by watching GG Season 2! Shall watch online for the first few ep since mine is still LOADING LIKE TORTOISE! Byeee! :D

Misses!

2009-12-05T00:33:00.003+08:00

I WILL DEFINITELY MISS LITING FROM TMRW TILL 11DEC:(

Its like never meet her or talk to her or chat online for few days seems like eternity. And she is flying to Japan tmrw.. Gosh! Cfm miss her until I have to flip through my old photo album and talk to "her" in the photo hahaha!

Alright, I am having a mild headache and I am very sleepy. Work has been alright. While working, I went youtube to watch the Japan toilet prank that James had showed me the other day with Yanjing. And then my superviser walked in. Not only he didnt scold us , he actually watched and LAUGHED with us! Lol! I kinda enjoyed work! But telemarketer isnt easy. Rejections, hung up, thousand of questions. Argh! Persevere!

Gonna relax with Jingting at Town tmrw. Nights :))

Can you guys just lower down your volume please?

2009-12-01T19:21:00.009+08:00

Its 1st December today! Have you all even realise that?

So 2 years ago, I went to Luozhixiang's concert! Cos I remember is 1st december, haha. Anything about LUOZHIXIANG I also remember! And I bought the U weekly today before I went to work! But I didn't even get a chance to read it or touch it COS CHEEYANJING was reading, haha! Oh, and we went to search for "hi my sweetheart" epi 5 (btw, we watched finish already) but just listen to it again, while working, lol. And I cant stop myself from laughing at the scene, whereby Luozhixiang says, "我就会很你一辈子！" at 4mins onwards DAMN FUNNY! I cant stop laughing and rewind again and again just to watch him!

Some overdue photos.

SHES FLYING TO MUMBAI~ hahahah!

IM FLYING TO TAIPEI

ps, I agree I make noises sometimes or rather everytime but I really hate the noise pollution created by my family at home. WTFUCK!

Ok, bye.

Dearest hjm,

2009-11-30T22:27:00.007+08:00

Si liting, yesterday msn keep ask me go find one boyfriend. Like hen bu de wo "jia chu qu" that kind u know. Hahah!

Idk why I just feel like blogging this. We know each other since pri4 and we are still as close as before after 4 yrs of diff school.

I guessed our friendship could maintain till is due to the following reasons.

1) We would always make an effort to meet up twice a week.

2) We are always chatting online EVERY SINGLE DAY! Yes, Idk why we have got endless topics, huh! Haha! And its like once she online, I will talk to her or vice versa , chat till one of us gone offline or sleep. AND if we never see each other or talk to each other not more than 2 days we would feel so uncomfortable! We are just like those.. Idk what that calls, those twins when they born, one of their physical features are "stick" tgth.

3) We have just so many things in commons! Esp the way we think about people. We belong to the same thinking and perspective. Like, you might have friend who do things or think things totally different from you but no, we are like twins? Or I guessed we are more than those twins. And we believe in telepathy cos everytime we wanna tell each other something, one of us will go, "gosh! thats what I wanna tell u!" Lol!

4) We can text each other in school and its not like anything important but "I AM SO TIRED, DOZING OFF SOON" that kind of message, hahaha!

5) We are always chatting online about something that we got so engrossed on, then suddenly she will go, "I wanna eat maggee mee" or "I feel like calling mac delivery!" and sometimes I will go "I wanna go down to have a plate of prata, but my brother doesnt wanna accompany me, how~" HAHAHA! We are hungry ghosts, please. Cos always in the middle of the night, the both of us will complain how hungry we are.

6) I guessed we are really siblings, or some blood relation distanced relatives? Cos we just HAVE EVERYTHING IN COMMON. Even if she goes overseas, she can easily help my buy a top or pants cos we are the same size, haha.

7) We like to gossip. Whether people we know or do not know, we just like to gossip. Or admire beautiful people. Not to forget, we like to criticise on how people wear also, hahaha!

8) We can really rely on each other. If she met with any problems, I am sure, without doubts, I am the first one she would confess to and vice versa :)

9) We could message each other when we saw something very nice at where or if theres sales, or who we saw, some disgusting freaks or any familiar faces and yadayada nonstop haha!

10) I love her for who she is and she loves me for who I am!

I bet shes gonna cry or laugh or wadsoever. Lol. Thats not my purpose! I just feel like blogging about it! Hehe! Thanks hjm for everything!

Dillemma

2009-11-29T21:03:00.005+08:00

(credits to StephanieTan)

Guess what? I have been eating salmon sashimi on Monday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday this week. GOSHHH! Jap food fan #o1 already sia~ Somemore I am like DIE DIE must eat jap food like that. When I went expo on Friday with Stephanie and sushi teh at T1 close, I actually train down to Bugis with her and went benten to eat salmon sashimi. Gosh! I think I gonna get some disease or smth alr, raw food like unhealthy? Haha!

Yesterday, went Yishun alone to find Theresa. Shes so pretty! :) It had been kinda long I last met her. And I really do miss her a lot! I am not kidding. Shes really like a sister to me that I really enjoy her companion! Even if its just 30mins talk with her! After that, she had to went back to her working place. And I went to shop alone at Northpoint. Isit northpoint? haha. Or eastpoint? Lol, nevermind just the one outside Yishun shopping centre. Mom called me and I met her at Orchard.

Went shopping with mom and brother at Orchard. And I am proud to say that Ive the Etude VIP card already! :D Hehehe! Support Korea, support Leeminho! Hahaha!
Then went to shop at Ion for dad's birthday present. Bought a top from Everlast. Then walked around. Then by the time I wanna eat, all the shops were close. So I had an idea, HAHAHA! Which is to go benten at Iluma(again , yes!) for jap cuisine! Since it opened till 12, haha! Cool right! So if you all wanna eat smth that opened till kinda late, pls do go benten!

Today, went IT FAIR (I KNOW I KNOW AGAIN!) like as if I am working there, lol. First day was asked by Yanjing to go with her, second day was Stephanie and the last day of the IT FAIR is liting, so yes, walked around. And I had decided to wait till poly then buy laptop since its much more cheaper. Went Changi Airport for lunch haha. Sakae sushi! Lol! I know I know, I very salmon-ish! Then trained back home and went to have a scrumptious dinner with my family to celebrate dad's belated birthday!

Here I am AT HOME again but going out soon to meet Isabel for supper.

Without you

2009-11-28T16:06:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , DADDY! You have been a really great dad! Though you are always as naggy as a granny, I know you meant well for us! Thanks a lot!

Oh, so much of a coincident, my dad actually went Chuanwah's house to change those sofa skin. Idk, sofa skin I think thats what they call it? Bec my dad advertise on newspaper, and Chuanwah's dad actually called that number and yadayada. I was shock when Chuanwah called me and said my dad is at his house. I was like.. HUH, CANT BE MY DAD GOT ANOTHER WOMAN?! hahaha! Nonsense nonsense! So yes, if anyone wanna change your sofa skin or wadever you call it for chinese new year or wadever, JUST CALL ME! Haha. I will tell my dad! And there might be a discount? Who knows?! Haha!

Went IT fair AGAIN yesterday with Stephanie! Haha! The first day is for walking around, knowing there, see got sell wad, wad cheap wad nice. Second day (which is yesterday) is to buy. So I bought a 500gb hard disk from seagate at $139, 5 yrs warranty which I think is not bad. Wanna buy WD one, but I dont like the design haha! Also bought a Sony dvd player and a mouse. Lol. Stephanie wanted to buy her Nikon Dslr but sadly there werent any Nikon booth there. And before that I went out with my mom and she bought me a romper from Litmus! Thanks mummy! And guessed what, I actually thank her after that. Like really, I just told her, thanks a lot, you have been very nice to me. Haha. I've no idea why after saying this I felt so glad and content. As in, this is the very first time I am thanking my mother for the things she did or bought. As you know, I am not those kind of angmoh speaking family who will say Iloveyou , mom, or thanks mom these kinda thing to my parents. But I think I should give it a try. At least, let them know how I feel towards them! Better than giving them my nonchalant replies each time they talked to me.

Look for Yanyi again and she is always.. busy gossiping, talking! HAHAHA! And she claimed that its just so coincident that each time I went to look for her, shes slacking. Lol! Then got 2 guys introducing lenovo laptop to me which I think its cool? Cos got the touch panel there, haha! And yes, I really thought of buying it. Just that I am thinking whether to get a VAIO or Lenovo. For appearance wise, obviously I will choose VAIO but for durable and stuffs, I guessed Lenovo is better? Im not sure. Still considering, I need people to give me opinions, suggestions. Really! You guys would be in great help if you can provide me your suggestions! Thanks! Hmm, shall discuss the laptops issue with my parents tonight. So that I could hopefully get it tmrw which is the last day of the IT Fair? Yeap.

So today went for my 1st day trail as telemarketer. Umm, not as bad as I thought? Alright, perhaps its because I am daring enough to talk to strangers, haha! So yes, a good beginning:) And btw, I haven yet got anything for my dad! Gosh! I need my pay pls! Alright, gtg. I think I am going to find Theresa later on! Hehe:D So bye for now!

So far so good!

2009-11-27T14:35:00.002+08:00

Today is a public holiday. Public holiday = no work!

Did I mention how sweet my dad and grandma were? On Wednesday, I was having sore eyes, isn't it? I told my dad early in the morning then he was like asking me to sleep early everyday cos it might be one of the reasons why I had sore eyes. Then that night, my dad reached home and gave me an eyedrop solution! I mean, is like, after a tiring day, he still remember me, his daughter having sore eyes, and bought an eyedrop solution for me! I am touched actually but I didnt show it out. People shy la.. Hahaha!

Then yesterday, I was having stomachache after my first meal. I told my grandma who had just woke up. After eating some medicine I left for work. Then at night, my grandma was telling me, "Are you ok already? I was worried sick! Cos you had stomachache and you still went for work, I was thinking and worrying whole day long whether are you okay or still pain during work. " I gave my grandma a hug after that. Shes like so good to me! :D

Yesterday , after work. Ms Chee suggested going IT fair. So after buying Koi cafe we went to take 59. Thinking that going on highway will be faster. Who knows, we dont know where to stop.. So anyhow stop and took a bus to Tampinis Interchange and had subway for dinner there. Btw, at that bustop, we saw a weird looking guy. Nono, only his hair weird looking. I couldnt help but to laugh hysterically. And I think my infectious laugh, affected Yanjing. Cos she laughed too. I dont feel like responding to Yj when she talked to me, cos I know I will laugh even louder. So I text her, Talk to my hand! It was a really hard-to-endure bus journey cos we were controlling our laughter and tried to backface that guy cos the sight of him really make my stomach go itchy, meaning I wanna laugh! Theres like butterflies flying here and there inside my stomach please. Gosh! I wonder why the hell he make that hair and wear a formal top with that hairstyle. He must be attending his promnight. But that hairstyle really suck. Its like some dinosaur species. The hair all make until like sharp sharp thingy. I told Yj he go prom night no need use fork alr, use his hair will do.

Then trained to Expo. Freaking squeezy and kinda noisy. Haha. At that time I was having splitting headache so yes, make it worst! Walked around, trying to find where Isabel is working but to no avail. After she left, I actually found her booth-.- No fate. Then Yanyi was like.... Idk. Is she working? HAHAHA! Talk talk talk! HAHAH! She uhhh! Damn funny! I "stole" her handphone she doesnt even realise! Wait for them to finish work and went home tgth.

xoxo, gossip girl, HERE I COME! Oh btw, stupid wj, when I told him I was watching gossip girl, its a very nice show, he replied, "you need to watch? I thought you just face the mirror will do?" WTF! NICE ONE!

chalet

2009-11-25T21:39:00.002+08:00

Neopets, here I come!

2009-11-25T20:55:00.008+08:00

Sending that cute guy away(22November2009)..

Face cramp?

Yesterday, after working, went Cineleisure to accompany Isabel to get her bag, but sadly its oos. So we went to the same shop at Haji but they dont carry the same stuffs as Cineleisure. Walked around and we had MOF for dinner! Yummy! Yes, again. Salmon Sashimi is a MUST ORDER, hahah! Walked around to let our food digested , bought a fs band/bag. Nicenice. Then went to have dessert at the back alley, not alley la, just behind Bugis. I think we spent about 30 plus 40 alone each on food. Lol!

So work is pretty fine today. Tiring , back aching. And I have sore eyes today:( But good thing is, I am working with yanjing everyday, hehe! Alright, I've no idea what to continue, so shall end here :)

I feel good!

2009-11-23T21:50:00.002+08:00

I may sound really crazy but no, I am really taking up 2 jobs! Lol! Data entry and telemarketer. Alright, I guess I really cant tahan rotting everyday at home. And I really dont wanna take money from my parents just to go out with friends etc. I WANNA BE INDEPENDENT!

Last night was terrible and horrible for me. I had a hard time falling asleep. I was like lying on my bed at 3 but slept at 4. I couldn't breathe. I had some difficulty inhaling and exhaling. I feel so much like vomiting. Gosh, the feeling sucks like hell! And I only slept for like 4 and a half hours? Then I had to go for work. Btw, I guessed bec last Friday was my first day of work so I found it boring and not easy etc. But today, I found it nice! Like really nice! I can do anything I like. I can plug my ipod, play the songs, theres internet connection. I can sit on the chair anyhow I like, like.. I can tiao ka all these know. Damn shiok!!! Like at home like that! Somemore, I can talk to Yanjing also, hahaha! So in conclusion, I really like this job :D And in addition, I can drink koi cafe almost everyday!!!

After work, met Liting and went to interview at Prudential. Then took bus to Plazasing and had Thaiexpress for dinner. HSH! Hi my sweetheart ep4 is loading! Soooo, BYE PEOPLE!

Saruul, pls visit us when you are free! MISSSSSES!

2009-11-23T01:59:00.002+08:00

Jayden's 1st mth celebration! :) Met up with primary school friends and secondary school friends and went Isabel's house for buffet! Hehehe! Jayden is soooo darnnnn CUTE ;D I love babies! And oh, I won some bucks during the first few round of 21dots. lol. But after giving my 5cents to liting, I begin to lose and she begins to win, told her 5cents is my lucky star! Hahaha!

After that , headed over to my house to get the neoprints we taken ytd and then off to Changi Airport to send that heartless guy off! Ok, didnt cry but feel rather sad. Dont know why. Haiii!~ And I dont like the feeling of sending a friend off manxzxzz.. Tsktsk! Went to T3 to find Delis after that as shes sending her another friend off after Saruul. Waited for her and we went to take train tgth. Accompanied Chuanwah and his friend, Chrismin for supper and then hsh.

I FEEL LIKE STRANGLING MY ASSHOLE BROTHER! WTF, EAT AT MY COMPUTER TABLE AND NOW ANTS ARE CRAWLING HERE ADN THERE LIKE WTF! EEEEEEW!

2009-11-21T20:53:00.007+08:00

click to enlarge!

ps, my handphone, camera SUXXX! Lol. 2m.p only.

Tmrw we shall send the bastard outta Singapore! HAHAHA!

So today is somewhat a farewell lunch? We went AstonPrime at Centrepoint for lunch. Its also somewhat a mini primary school outing I should say. And btw, my primary school friends, MOST of them are like me , ALWAYS LATE! Lol!

I had fun today esp when taking neoprints! While editing, the tings are "bullying" the guys by editing their faces, its so funny that by looking at the photos , we can start laughing hysterically. Not only that, the edited face was beyond. .. . recognition! Esp the PANDA ONE! Hahahah!

And YES! I'll be seeing Jaydennnnnnn tmrw after sooo long! Its his 1st mth tmrw! :D We will be heading down to Changi Airport to send that BASTARD off, that HEARTLESS chap! Okok, I hope I wont cry, or shed a single tear for that BASTARD! HAHAHAH!

First day of work... TIRED!

2009-11-20T23:22:00.003+08:00

Hi, my eyes are closing sooner or later, I guessed. My eyelids are getting heavier and heavier.. I am tired!

Woke up at 8 plus 9 today. Wash up , ate breakfast then took bus to Tpy and met Yanjing. So today is our first day of work. Initially, I thought is just typing all these. But noppeeee:( Its so tiring. The work is kinda tedious. We spent 6hours scanning, cropping, pasting etc. Imagine, you have to scan like everything in one book to the computer? And then edit here and there. Ok, it sounds like damn easy right. Even a primary school kid knows how to scan and crop and paste. Yes, like so easy right. Go try man. Take a book that is bigger than A4 size. Then you have to scan left, scan center, scan right. Then you have to resize all of them one by one. Then crop and paste until like what you see in the book, and not like what we have scan, one page, have to scan 3 times. Ok, I dont think you all know what I am talking about. I just wanna say, I AM VERY TIRED :( I miss being sales promoter:( So much easier and comfortable. And its like a kind of achievement when you break your own sales target, again and again. Okok, nevermind, I like my current boss. He's very nice and interesting! Working with him is comfortable. And the hours is short and flexible. 10-5. 1hr lunch break somemore. So yeah. Mai hiam dio buay pai , ai hiam dio kanasai!

After working, went to find Liting and Chris at FarrerPark. Saw Jeff and Chuanwah and friends. They were waiting for Delis and friends before heading off to their prom. Omg, I wanna see Delis in her dress BUT, she not yet reach! So we left without seeing her beautiful face:( Went Metro to find Serene and mess ard then off to PlazaSing to accompany Liting for her thaiexpress dinner. Siao thai alr la she! I siao jap, so I went Bugis later to find my mom who is at Shokudo. Say until taht restaurant, it reminded me of how malu and paiseh we were at that time at Cineleisure! We sat at that restaurant for more than 5 mins. Then Kelvin's one sentence "Eh, expensive, I go subway already, byebye" All get up and left... Damn paiseh can. Sit so long, flip at the menu so long, deciding on what to eat , suddenly get up and left... Tsktsk. Anw, its damn nice and I ate a lot! Like more than what my mom eats? So yes, that's a lot and I am so full now, until I feel like vomiting. Wth! And Idk why is my mom always so cute, hahaha! I love holding her hands and hug her tight and lied on her shoulder when we were on the bus! Hehehe! Okok, I sound like one mummy's girl. But I just love her! Alright, my dad too! :) Hehe!

Tmrw is somehow a farewell party for that heartless guy, Saruulllllll. He's flying off to Mongolia on Sunday! How sad:( AND HE DIDNT EVEN TELL US, HOW CRUEL?! HEARTLESS! Ok, TIRED ALR LA, BYEEE!

Glamorous!

2009-11-20T01:32:00.003+08:00

Chace Crawford

Ed Westwick

Blake Lively

Leighton Meester

Know what? I should be sleeping, cos I am starting work at 10a.m tmrw! But... Argh, I cant help but to browse those pictures! Can anyone just tell me why are they so HOT? So good looking? I cant take my eyes off them, really!

Give up or no?

2009-11-19T22:27:00.002+08:00

Went out to buy Jayden's full month present! Bought a top from GAP and gosh, its so adorable! I love babies! Hehehe:D

Had ramen at Ion with the girls and their service is really good! Then we walked around at FEP (yes, idk why am I going fep these few days) and we went SLICE, we added extra chocolate haha. And its yummy! Today shall be my last day enjoying myself :( I am working tmrw. Oh , hopefully the person doesnt call Yanjing last minute and change pls.

It is raining everyday. And its really cold! I am like wad, freezing please. I told my dad that I start working tmrw, and I might change my job pretty soon on Dec since I would like to just pia all the way on December haha. And he asked me to learn to be waitress? I gave him that kind of :S face. Cos yes, I dont wanna be waitress. As I think I will get fire sooner or after for breaking their plates. I dont think I can carry la, obviously! And I guess, I will end up eating the food rather than serving the food, lol. But my dad said I should learn smth new... Argh, I still prefer being a promoter. Lol. Alright, shall see how yeah~

Oh, the person that I went for interview few days ago, just called and ask me down for a second interview! Idk whether should I go or not... Cos.. Yeah, I have a job alr.. But the pay seems good for that hippo/duck tour job. And its like I am selected out of those people who apply , eh? But .. Idk. Its commission based, so yeah. Should I go? Or not? Or dump my current job? Lol. Ok, I rly dont know.

Reality

2009-11-19T00:49:00.002+08:00

So now, my family and I are watching I NOT STUPID 2. And there's this part whereby the small lil boy went around asking people, "baby 从那里来" (where do baby comes from) And as usual. The adults would always reply, "从垃圾桶来"

I am sure when we were young, we do ask such questions. And the replies from our parents were always, not dustbin then "aiya, you grow up alr, you will know la" Is this what parents should tell us? Or should they actually explain to us? Actually, me myself I am not sure. Everyone will be parents one day. When I grow up, how should I explain? I guess I will say the same thing? When you grow up, you will understand it one day. But isn't this not answering their question? Cos when we watch tv, we saw people, kiss, hug, sleep together, the next scene you see is, the girl is pregnant. And then we will be thinking, oh, so kiss, hug and sleep together means got baby already. Isnt that what we used to think when we were young? HAHAHA! Like when we were in primary school, when you are to partner with someone with the oppo sex, you got to hold hand etc, all of us will be like what? Shy? Take one tissue paper or watch and one person hold one side. Lol. This is how pure , how naive, how innocent we used to be when we were young.

But sad to say, as time goes by, as we grow older, our brain is like, here connect there connect, everything also connect. Connect until I think can burst already~! When we were young, having spelling, having unseen dictation all these, we would find it stress. But do we really know what is stress? It was when we were in secondary school, jc, poly or so on, we then know whats stress. And when we were young, we made friends so easily. We can tell them everything without even a need to be careful , cautious of wad we said. But when we move on to our next path of our life, we realised we cant trust everyone, we cant say anything we like, we got to learn to be careful. Isn't it tiring? Cant we just lead our life like how we used to? But sadly, we cant. We have to grow up in the end. We have to learn how this society works, how reality, practical, people are. They only do wadever that benefits them. They dont make friends, but make use of friends. Why has it to be this way? Alright, yes, I got to admit, I hate to admit, life has always been unfair. This is how cruel, this society is, we got to be realistic.

Alright, sorry, Idk why when I could get so carry away.. Lol. I shall just end here.

Gosh!

2009-11-17T23:36:00.002+08:00

I thought I will be working tmrw, yet Yj just told me the person says start work Friday. Now I am like, dont know wanna work not. Cos its like keep changing and changing. If in the end, they last minute say like dont want, I have to waste time to find another job all these right? Sian~

So I smart, haha. I went for an interview today! But now, Idk whether I wanna workkkk! Cos there's no basic pay, is all commission base. You clinch the deal , you earn, if not NO SALES. So yeah, deciding still...

Accompanied Miaomin to get her prom dress at Suntec City. Everyone is busy for prom. And I felt so relieved that my school doesnt have. Firstly, its a waste of money. Secondly, its a waste of time. And lastly, its meaningless. Everyone will be wad? Fighting for those Ms "school" and Mr "School" Okok, better shut my mouth. Later all who has prom come say me, hahaha!

After that, it was raining heavily. Spoil mood. I.NEED.A.JOB!

Catching Jennifer's body! Bye!

Resolved!

2009-11-16T22:30:00.002+08:00

Everything could be alright :) And its alright now.

Accompanied hjm for her job interview, and yes, I really hope she could get that job like asap?! I love surprise visit! :) I would like to give my friends surprise visits! Everyone is so gonna get busy this holiday, working, working andddd still working! But is good , cos we would go oh-so-pok if we were to go out EVERY SINGLE DAY!

I start work on Wednesday, hahaha! Idk why I am like not looking forward, not nervous or wadsoever. Maybe I think it would be kinda relaxing, thats why? Hahaha! Hopefully everything goes well:)

We went pampering ourselves at FEP. This time round not letting cheenas to do our mani/pedi, lol. No la, cos its full. We wont "one bamboo beat the whole boat of people" (direct translation) Had salmon sashimi today at Sakae Sushi! Whheee~

Goodlucks to everyone who is finding jobs or working :)

Its so true that if you feel good, you would hm... Idk. See my blog so many :) HAHAHA! Alright, this :) reminds me of CHEEYANJING! Lol!

2009-11-16T02:21:00.003+08:00

Thanks Liting for introducing, Gossip Girls is really an awesome drama! I am so going to keep myself occupy! Nate, omg, HANDSOME! And why is it an awesome drama, theres hunks and babes! They are really HOT! If flawless could be use on them, I would use it. Cos to me, they are flawless!

Alright, gonna continue watching!

Life has never been fair

2009-11-15T16:58:00.003+08:00

I am rotting at home now and then. I had been watching dramas ytd from 12.30 to 10.30 to keep myself occupy. I am waiting to start work. I am waiting.. waiting.. waiting for replies. I am waiting aimlessly.

And I am going to TTSH to visit my grandpa soon. Why must so many things just happen so suddenly when I actually ought to enjoy myself this holiday? Yes, life has never been fair.

Can someone just tell me, how long is 8 years? 365x8 days. 24x365x8 hours. 60x24x365x8 minutes. 60x60x365x8 seconds. Is that long, people? To me, its very long. And I cherish these 8 years so much that the thought of it ending, just make me tear.

I got to be strong, I got to be strong. Or rather, I have to be strong.

Flipping through the photo album, there we are, so close together.

2009-11-14T12:10:00.004+08:00

Didn't cry, didn't mean that I am not hurt.
Acting like a clown, didn't mean I am not sad.

Its 12:11p.m now, and my house is empty. My father, mother, brothers are out. My grandma and maids are out too. Woke up and realised I am alone.

So many thoughts raced across my mind and I started crying. Pathetic, no?

Today can be better~

2009-11-14T00:05:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , RAM! Hope you had enjoyed your birthday with us! This is our first time celebrating with you, and I do hope this will NEVER EVER be the last time too! :D

2012 is a great movie! Its exciting but Idk bout the first half an hour , cos we were late for half an hour, GREAT! Lol! And we girls cried because its very touching. Have you ever thought of this before? What if one day, the world is gonna come to an end? Will you die with regrets? Do you have anything you wanna tell anyone? Like your parents, your friends, your lover? Anything departing words? And what if you couldn't make it, to tell them? Die with regrets? And I am so afraid that this day might come.

Because of this movie, I took my initiative to talk to you. I tell myself, forget about everything that had happened today. Afterall, I do treat you as one of my bestfriends. I could just take things easily. Even when I am not totally at fault. But what's your reply? Ignoring me, walking away, like I was talking to the air. What's going on? Could you please tell me? How many initiatives I had taken? Not once, not twice, but thrice. Text you ask you wad you wanna eat, no reply. Talk to you twice, you walk away. So this is how you maintain our f/s?

2009-11-12T22:34:00.001+08:00

Sexy gay~

TKK

2009-11-12T20:30:00.004+08:00

Since when I am a sizcist, a countrycist (other than to those people I dont like) but I think since today I am gonna be a sizcist, a countrycist.

I was waiting for bus today and theres this girl (shes one of the reasons why I am sizcist), apparently keep looking at me from head to toe, for wtf Idk? Why is that I am so sure she's looking at me, because when I purposely look up and stare at her she pretended to look elsewhere, like, where? THE FLOOR. Then I went back to carry on texting liting, then she is looking at me again. Alright, fine maybe I look kind of weird, or there's bird shit on me, wadever~

Went fep and the sales assistants just SUCK TTC! Talk to them, they give you attitude. Wtf is wrong with them? I talk to them nicely, asking them things, they explain by MUMBLING, eyes roll here and there, looking elsewhere. Wtf, feel like digging their eyeballs and make meatballs for dogs siol. Fucked up people with fucked up mood and fucked up face! Yaya papaya somemore! Cheeenakia! If you think I am damn harsh and unreasonable right, its bec their attitude just suck. And if you people think its so immature to be a countrycist, then pls, nobody force you to read or ask for your comments. Ffucking cheenakia, think they cool or wad. I dont understand why must grant them work permit. Grant also grant those services and attitudes good one la, grant this kind, is just a disgrace to those visitors. No wonder people always complain that cheena attitude suck. If cheena wanna be a DC in a faster rate, they just have to change their yayapapaya attitude, if not how are they going to attract tourists? As you guys know, tourism industry holds the highest percentage in a country's GDP, if they are not going to improve their attitude, I doubt there will be tourists continue visiting or recommending cheena to the friends or wadsoever. And Singapore will suffer by having these 'foreign talents' sooner or later. Arghhh! I am just too pissed off by these cheeeeeeena! I think giving Filipinos or M'sian work permit is way better!

Liting and I got so pissed off that we decided to just leave fep without even shopping or doing anything. And we went all the way to Cityplaza. 1hr journey by bus. The people there is so much nicer! The clothes are so much nicer too! Went to have Arnold's FriedChicken for lunch, damnnnn nice! Then Liting has her hair extended :) Went back home after that.

Tmrw will be celebrating Ram's birthday with sec clique :)

{P/S Sizcist and Countrycist do not exist in dictionary. I think you guys can figure out yourself what it really means anyway, if not then forget it}

2009-11-12T01:55:00.005+08:00

Chompchomp for dinner with Jingting. Went back tpy again to buy Koi cafe and went sky garden to chat, haha. Saw dogs and cats strolling here and there, lol. And I saw JoonKai at toapayoh today, Shuling's godsis, Pearlyn at Chompchomp today and Andy at tpy hdb the sky garden there. Lol.

Tmrw is mani and pedi with hjm :)

MUMMY, ITS OVER~

2009-11-11T16:27:00.002+08:00

大家好，我的O水准会考正式宣布完毕！
Hi, everyone, I officially declared the end of O level paper!
saya . . . idk
skjfksdj. idk

Omg, I just cant believe that O level is O-V-E-R! ARGHHHH! happpy happpy happppppy! yay yay yay! yipee yipee yapee yati! Idk why I feel like scolding FUCK! Fuck! Fuck! OVER! Hahahaha. Shiok until can lao sai!

Ytd stupid chinese dictionary, * i almost type calculator-.-* turn its back off me! Suddenly SOOOOOOTTTTT! A lot horizontal lines going up down, screen black out, then Idk la, kisiao! HMT is kinda easy but I anyhow write hahahaha. Cos I just wanna faster do finish then can sleep. OK, I know this attitude SUCK but what to do? I also dont want take HMT at alll! I got go for the exam is already.. Give face! Hahahah! Cos Mdm Tan wanna see me scoring B3, Idk la, she kinda pinned hopes on me. But I dont pin hopes on myself. So yes, just lemme PASS! hahahha!

Today MCQ is !&$*@#^$#$! KISIAO!~ The questions is... SPECIAL DAO~ Physics was a killer. And wth, WHY I GOT CARELESS MISTAKES?! Ever since Maths paper I tell myself I MUST BE CAREFUL but wahlauuuu... I still got careless mistakes! Calculate acceleration I go calculate DISTANCE. Wtf right!Physics and Chemistry got 1 each CONFIRM WRONG already! Then 4 questions from Physics is very de not sure correct or not! Nevermind, OVER U KNOW OVER! OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER O V E R!

HI ITS OVER
ITS
OVER
ITS OVER

Ok, i better stop, hahah! And im meeting Jingting for dinner at chompchomp later!

I've got this feeling that I won't do well tmrw:(

2009-11-10T23:29:00.001+08:00

Clumsy~

2009-11-09T19:26:00.003+08:00

Gee gee gee geee (ringtone)
Teacher: Are you Ong Yu Ting
me: yeap
Teacher: This is xx calling from Beatty Secondary School. Have you misplace your IC
me: ohhh~ I'm not sure, cos I am outside, I didnt check.
Teacher: We have found your IC in the hall, do you still have any papers?
me: omg, isit? Alright alright, thanks a lot, thanks a lot. Yes, tmrw.
Teacher: I shall pass your IC to xx , you may collect from her tmrw. And IC this kind of thing is very important, do not misplace it again.
me: oh ok. Alright, thanks a lot.

So once again.. Ong Yu Ting lost her belonging... WTF, FEEL LIKE GIVING MYSELF ONE TIGHT SLAP! LOST ALSO DONT KNOW SIA. PEOPLE CALL TO TELL ME THEN I KNOW. OMG! WHATS WRONG WITH MEEEEE! CLUMSY TO THE EXTREMEEE!

x x x x

Geography paper was not easy. The 8m question 是几特别一下的喔~hahahaha! Kena yanjing possess. Lol. M'sian accent~ After the paper, we went to Yanjing's father/mother place to have our breakfast. Ya Kun! (jingting *winks*) Yanjing claimed that is owned by her parents. Just bec her mother got the name YA inside then her father got the name KUN inside. Hahahaha!

After eating, went back home and sleeeep! Woke up, watch Hi my sweetheart 2nd epi~ Hehehe! Nice tte! Then was lunch with Mom at SakaeSushi! Ordered a lot of salmon based sushi/sashimi! Yummy! I had been eating salmon last Monday, Wednesday, Saturday and today! Srsly, once I like smth I will like.. wah, cant live without , lol.

And this is for goodness sake, NICE! DELICIOUS! Double salmon~ Me like it ! The cooked one at the 2nd layer and the raw one on top. Omg, now I feel like eating again :(

Went back home to catch 100% Entertainment. And today epi , never fail to make me laugh my arse off! I was rolling here and there while watching. Lol. I dont mind my boyfriend act like cao ah kua now, HAHAHAH! I find him super adorable! Omggg!

I almost forget Ive got Chinese paper tmrw! Lol. Holiday moood~

Chanting~

2009-11-08T22:24:00.006+08:00

I know I shouldnt be here, shouldnt be here. But I cant resist this temptation, temptation. And yes, ive got Geography paper, geogprahy paper tmrw, I know I know.

Hit town with Jingting on Friday. Catch My Sister's Keeper. Another touching story, almost everyone teared in the cinema, including the both of us. There's someone behind Idk how she cried, she wept till like she had difficulty in breathing, lol. I wanna watch Jennifer's Body and My girlfriend is a secret agent! Oh, and finally we ate frolick from all branches! Holland V, Serangoon Garden, Millenia Walk and now Cineleisure! We are big fans of frolick! Hahaha!

Went Ion to find the bakery that offers really nice breads, haha. Then had dinner there. Walked around fep but yes the shops were almost close. So we sat at the basement and have some htht. Lol. Talked about some funny things that happened to me in Primary school and also joke about Yati and Yakun, lmao!

Saturday was swimming session with Isabel. Before that I went to see Jayden! He had opened his eyes! And he's sooooo adorable, th way he stretched and turned! If one day Jayden gone missing, you guys should know who had kidnapped him , lol!

Went all the way to Farmway@Sengkang just to swim. Why? Not only its new , it has slides! Omg, so damn fun! But that intimidated us so we only tried once, lol. Still we managed to try all ok! 3 slides of different heights, we all tried! Hahaha. Then its very relaxing to swim there. Just when we thought there isnt any hunks, we saw........ A swimming coach who is damn handsome! Hahahaha! Then we were joking about us bringing jayden to let him teach him then we can purposely know him and stuffs. Alright, all these are just some stupid imaginations of ours, we arent this sort of people who are so despo till like this, hahaha! After that sat 163 from Sengkang interchange to Tpy interchange, freaking longgg journey. Still , its worth it for my ichiban dinner! Salmon~~

I have already make plans for the coming holiday!
Work~
Overseas with friends~

Just wonder can they make it or nottt~ I wanna go taiwan~ Hahaha.

Alright, its Geography mugging time!

Dalang dalang dalang dalang dalang dalang dalang

2009-11-06T00:38:00.003+08:00

Why is LUOZHIXIANG getting more and more handsomeee?!!!
I just cant wait for his "makeover" manxzxzxzz! From Da Lang to Xue Hai! I've got so much taiwan drama to watch! Cant wait for that freakinnnggg O level to be you know OVERRRR!

Shall end my post with this cute little photo of his!

Fengshui Master is currently my favourite!

2009-11-05T18:27:00.003+08:00

JFL

For the berry furrr time iie don missxzxzz moii bloq

Exams have been quite smooth this week. :) SS came out Globalisation... My favourite topic! But, I didnt study for that :( I studied Venice! I even memorise those Doge name. Wad Doge II Pietro and Doge Enrico Dandilo Doge Pietro Ziani etcetc. In the end... never come out. Waste time onlyyy! I studied Venice, read through Globalisation. Imagine if these 2 didnt come out, lol. Gg.

So Globalisation I kinda anyhow write. I somehow forget the term TRANSPORATION. Dumb sia. I write, due to the aeroplanes and ship.. .. .Arent these under transportation? Lol. But I think I am not the worst. Saruul wrote things like TnCs came out with Nokia, Samsung, Motorola play station blablah. And transportation also improved. From people riding horses to people riding cars! Lmao. Since when we studied these as examples ? Lol!

Chemistry was very easy. And very easy = if one mark is gone means a lot to you cos imagine there will be many scoring full marks? And me, 4marks gone due to carelessness! 10000g of Iron I saw it as 10000g of Iron (III) oxide (blast furnace question) so best lor, my moles all wrong already then my volume and gas also wrong. BEST!

History on Wednesday was easy. The SBQ , we did before. Alright, they did before. Cos apparently, I didnt listen during History, not sleep then is never go school, and soooooooo, the SBQ came out, I was stunned because I saw the picture before BUT Idk the answers. Tsktsk. Im sure a lot of history students who did the sbq before will score well. And this = to moderation gonna be high. I was like giving up on Comb. Humans bec my SS like some shit. Shouldnt have give up! If I studied, I could make it for History. And nice one, I choose Japan instead of Stalin. Should have chosen Stalin la, thats what I studied for prelims! Just bec prelims didnt come out, I shift my focus to Japan. Combined humans, both ss and history, topics I studied for prelims came out however I shift my attention to other topics so I neglected those I had studied, haiii~ See see, shouldnt have change. Ok, I alot of should have shouldnt have.... Exams already over, i know. I just wanna rant, you know you know~

Physics was not tough, cant say easy though. Stupid vectors direction pointed wrongly... Why am I so carelesssss! Geography was surprisingly easy for the very first time.

Poa Paper 2 was very easy. I am not bragging or showing off. Believe it or not, a lot of people were like saying, its easy until you can have doubt in your answers! " Huh, like that worth 4 marks? Sure boh ?" That kind know. But I think compare to last year poa paper, last year was easier. This year too many theories. Think half of the paper are theory. Theory questions paper 1 and 2 I think got stand like 20marks? Paper 1 was alright. Wanted to leave the hall at 9 since I had done my paper 2 and the air con is freaking cold, in additional I wanna make full use of those time to revise for paper 1 but later people think I too confidence later results come out shittt, wahhhh paiseh! Lol. So I sleep, go toilet, sleep, check check, sleep. Then I saw people leaving the hall. I was like thinking ok la, like that wont so paiseh haha, then I tell the invigilator. He collected my paper, then the string drop out. He came back and ask me to retie again. The string he gave was very short, so I had a hard time tying, by the time I tied it, 9.30, best. Cant leave the hall. Have to wait to be freeze till 10... Idk why isit raining everyday nowwww! And early in the morningggggg... Tsktsk. Thanks Yanjing for waiting for me at the bus stop! If not I gonna get drench! Hahaha! After school, went to have lunch with Yanjing, we went to one of the toilet at the HDB HUB and had a good laugh at.. . .. Omg, srsly, when the door open, we laughed and everyone was like looking at us with their eyes wide open with disbelief? Im not exxagerating. Its true! When we were in the lift, we were already "shaking" then the lift opened, we just couldnt endure anymore that we burrrrrssssssssttttt out! Just by talking about it I can still laugh as I am typing. Lol. Even just now when I was on the way home, I was laughing on the bus! I text Yanjing immediately and guessed what, she also laughing when she was on her way home! MWarhahahah~

I say easy doesnt means I can get A1. Just how I feel about the papers. As compared to Prelims, prelims is tougher, I think. Alright, people please go watch Hi, my Sweetheart! 海派甜心! Cos its just so funny that the first 2 mins I started to laugh hysterically and loudly!

Heres the link JT gave me: http://www.natnatvip.org/2009/11/1-hi-my-sweetheart-episode-1.html

crossfingers

2009-11-01T23:07:00.001+08:00

Pray hard Venice or globalisation come out tmrw!

Harry just told us this website www.exampapers.com.sg O level 2009 emaths paper solutions had been posted up. So if you all want check your answers can go there check la haha.

Ok gonna be on hiatus alr.

ps happy birthday one hour in adv to dearest Theresa Ngiam jia hui!

Final lap to go

2009-10-31T23:25:00.003+08:00

It sucks big time when you cant absorb.

I force myself to study Venice. I force myself to memorise Venice. But it just cant get inside my head. I hate humanities. I mean I hate it when I had to memorise them. I am afraid I cant do well. Sigh. And I've no time for Science. I love Science very much that I like people to ask me questions on Science and then I will be able to share my knowledge to them and teach them and to see them scoring well. I want to share whatever I know in those subjects I am good at with them but Idk why today I cant seem to be having the mood to do Science. I am like forcing myself to do those worksheets cos I know I HAVE TO DO. My handwriting were like scribbling here and there. Dont have the mood to write nice. And when I got wrong, I dont even have the mood to figure out why. When in the past, I will keep think and think and understand and learn from my mistake. Yet now, I just heck care. Sigh.

Somehow or rather I am like so lost. Idk what to study for Science and for Humanities Poa, used to be my forte but I doubt I will score well as I didnt even study a single shit on it for two weeks. Fuck! Feel so much to just go to the examination hall unprepared. Dont feel like studying anymore. Let nature take it course. But I know I cant disappoint my parents and friends. But sigh, I am really sick of studying, sick of memorising humanities, I just hope Globalisation can come out.. Sigh, I am sick of everything.

Worst still, its raining. Raining ruins ones mood. If anyone were to ask why can I still blogging when I should be focusing on O level. Reason being, I just wanna let things out. I cant take it anymore manxzz. Why am I forcing myself to study just for the sake of O level. Ok, because I wanna achieve my goal, I wanna get good results. I wanna show my parents and my grandma and let them feel so proud of me. I wanna show my seniors that I didnt let them down. But now? I doubt I can. Am I giving myself too much pressure now or what? Or isit bec I had think too highly of myself that I am sure able to score well and let them see. Yeayeah, as if I can score well. Next week is like what sia. Fuckfuckfuck. Feel so sleepy yet I cant sleep. Feel so disappointed in myself yet I dont have the drive to study hard. Idk why must I aim for 10pts when I doubt I can achieve it. I am having doubts in my own ability.

Its the last lap. But wheres the drive and motivation to run this final lap?

2009-10-31T12:41:00.003+08:00

Met Jingting today! Lol. And she told me that she had actually forgotten I am sixteen and I had also forgetten shes seventeen! Lol. Think bec we clique too well already hahaha! nvm la, 1 year only, haha.

Alright, so we went City Square today! Haha. Like again right. And I'll be going there tmrw with my pri sch friends , haha. Dearest jingting is being so nice to type the essay on venice to me! And its like already 1 when she reached home ! Shes damn good right! Haha. And I slept at 3 ytd because the show are just dman nice! I miss KIRA pls! Idk how long never watch deathnote! Haha. How I wish there is deathnote 3!!! Andandand, after that was yu le bai fen bai. Xiao gui matchmake session is like so funny! :DDD Lmao!

Ok, I gtg! I gonna get nag for being late already!

Thisman

2009-10-30T00:46:00.003+08:00

This man had freak the hell out of me. All thanks to someone who I had lent my calculator to this afternoon. I am like so kind hearted, lend someone calculator cos hers spoilt then she've got amaths, and then this is how she repay me, thanks uh. I appreciate it a lot.

Look at the time man. Wth. I shouldnt even have listen to her to search for thisman. Now I couldnt sleep. Or rather, I dont wanna sleep cos I scared when I close my eyes, this man appears right in front of me. Very scary sia... I scared until I wanna peeeeeeeee. Not pee just damn scared. Heart beating damn fast suddenly. Wahlau! My hands type now also like trembling. .. .. Shit la!

The last time we gonna celebrete tgth with our school uniform as a clique

2009-10-29T01:18:00.007+08:00

LOOK LIKE LUOZHIXIANG'S ASST, DA TOU

I SERIOUSLY HAVE NO IDEA WHY THEY JUST LIKE TO TAKE PHOTO OF RAFFLES

ps, all photos abv not taken by me. my skill not that lousy, haha

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LAST DAY WITH MS PEARLY LIM!

2009-10-28T20:32:00.002+08:00

Luckily Maths was pretty easy. I thought I gonna screwed up everything.

Some people told me that my unexpected consequences was ok! Haha. So I guessed I was just being paranoid. Cos on that day even if so many people tell me that my essay is okay, I still think I gonna flung, haha.

2 papers down! Next week gonna be really hectic. Imagine, Humanities and Science all the way? Okay, Idk what to blog so shall just end here.

Screwed up

2009-10-26T19:30:00.001+08:00

I had screwed up my practical and now it's my english.. You've no idea how upset and disappointed I am. How come I always couldn't manage my time well enough? Sigh. I spent an hour doing my letter writing and 10mins deciding on the question I gonna wrote for my essay. I just couldn't make up my mind which title to choose! At last I had chosen question 3.

"write about an occasion when an attempt to help led to unexpected consequences for the helper"

Then I wasted 5 mind thinking about the kind of consequences I would write. At first I think about me after helping then late for my GCE O LEVEL then I think this is quite.. Hard to elaborate then I changed to about me being unable to send my bestfriend off. I was contemplating about how this consequences should be like. And then I left only 25 mins to start writing my essay!

Imgine 25mins to complete? It's impossible! And yes I couldn't end off like how I wanted. And worst of all, the unexpected consequences was that my handphone was spoilt.. Isn't this way too no link and out of point? After the whole paper1, I tried to suppress my feeling for being upset but failed. Tears just flow out uncontrollably. I coulnt help but to think of failing my essay and get a D or E for my English! Sighs.

I srsly hope everything will go well for the rest of my papers. One blow after another is enough.

Panics fluttered in my lungs

2009-10-25T23:18:00.003+08:00

I am calm, carefree and relax just an hour ago. But now, I felt an irrational surge of panic flooding. Idk why... Its like as if these terror, fear could incapacitate me anytime.

On Friday, I had 3 hour of tuition after my English lesson. That 3 hours were spent wisely. After tuition, met my secondary school friends for dinner/study and took the last bus home.

Saturday, again I had my LAST 3 hours of tuition. LAST. To be frank, I will definitely miss Ms Tay, she has been a really nice teacher who behaves like a teenager, she's really young at heart, haha. And after that I went home to have a nap before meeting my secondary school friends for again, the same thing, dinner/study. I wasn't in a really good mood due to some unpleasant things happened at home and so I didn't talk and am in no appetite for anything. Then at about 9 plus, I am .. the usual me again, haha. Alright, so I had been doing Emaths for the past few days. Later on, Isabel suggested us eating at Lau Bat Sat so we took bus 97 there. Ordered 30 satays and stingray, lol. All of them took the same bus as me. Lol. Cos they dont have bus already, haha. Reached home at about 12 plus , bath and watch I guess x 3 then sleep. Till then, I felt nothing. Not stress, quite relax, still can eat and joke with my friends, lol.

Today, spent my time reading on some essays and listened to my old bunch of friends who couldn't or rather never fail to make me laugh please. They are like jokers man. The topic we were talking about was something so funny that all of us began laughing hysterically with everyone eyes on us. Lmao. Now then I realised, guys sit toilet bowl is sit the WHOLE toilet bowl and girls only sit like half or maybe 3/4 out of the whole toilet bowl? They laughed heartily at how we girls sit yet the girls were figuring how they sit. I mean guys buttock got so big huh? Occupy the whole bowl. And isn't it uncomfortable? Like later your butt sink inside that hole how? Get what I mean? Then we were trying to figure out how fat people sit actually. Then Saruul reminded me, they of course have the same asshole like ours la! Cant be you fat means you got a larger asshole right? HAHAHA! Lmao! I guessed we spent more time on our jokes and laughters! The boys were like saying Miaomin about those *** thing and its ... Beyond description. HAHAHA!

After studying, had dinner with Mom and Miaomin at Bugis. Ok, to think that I still got the mood to shop around, haha. I felt so relax and calm. Like.. O level , no big deal?

Then I lied on my bed, this is when I felt that intense pressure weighing down on me. I haven't yet study my 12 chapters of humanities! I have 3 chapters of Social Studies, 3 chapters of History and 6 chapters of Geography! Holy shit! This is horrible! And its like all these are on the same day with Chemistry and Physics, wow! How great could that be? I got to balance myself on understanding my Science and memorising my Humanties! Cool!

I need some stress reliever pills. No, not really. I am not giving myself any stress or pressure. I guessed I need some.. Panic reliever pills. Yes!

Goodlucks for all who are taking your O level! And thanks all who wished me! I hope I won't disappoint any of you!

Jayden :)

2009-10-22T22:46:00.004+08:00

Practical was screwed up!!!

First, my voltage the highest was only 1.1? Then nvm, my results were all so big that my Y axis (numbers were already given, from 1 to 7) but my results were more than the given number, till 14? so I cant even plot can! Nvm, I request for a new sheet of paper, the invigilator like see my entry proof write down my name or smth, Idk will deduct marks not lor. I redo, again, its so big that it exceed 7. So guess what I did? I cancel the Y axis that the paper already printed to my own number -.- Sekali whole Singapore, only I did this which I think high possibility la. Go cancel. . .. Like who will do this right.. Sigh. Physics gonna flung... Then it was Chemistry, tough like siao. We were asked to use to pipette to test for the gas when its boiling. I try try try, limewater got nothing. So I use the delivery tube , again nothing. I try pipette again, this kind round, I realise the tip of my pipette was bended. I took a closer look at it, *tadaa* pipette melted-.- Pro right. Intend to just keep quiet but I scared ltr they know my number and know I spoilt it and dont have the integrity to tell them, deduct my marks so I told them and they replaced a new one for me, haha. Wth la, I think I really take this practical as some.... Idk, game or smth. Not serious like that. And the hot weather make me feel worst. So hot!

We were then "locked" in the indoor stadium for 4hrs, torturing but its quite fun cos we were chatting.. Lol. Supposed to do some maths but ended up putting them aside.

Went home, took a nap then went to meet Vanessa and off we went to KK! Yay! Finally see Jayden! I was very excited! And when Isabel's mother asked me to carry him, I dont dare can! He's so smallll! So tender, so cute! Omg, srsly, I really hope that baby is mine! Hahaha. SO cute please! And I plucked up my courage to carry him! My first time carrying baby, ok! Got skill one sia. Must lie the neck on my hand then carry him. He's so cute!!! And he looked like Isabel!!! The boys dont even dare to carry him, haha. Only ChionKwan who dare to touch his hair only, hahaha! He's so cute! Omg, cute cute cute! Hao ke ai orh~ Cuteeee!

Then we left and had dinner at City Square Shopping Mall. We also went to the window panel whereby you can see the condominium that's opposite. Its beautiful! The three of us were like, Eh that one my house know. DOnt tell anyone. Hahha. We act until like really is ours. We decided to go down and cross the road, trying to sneak in, hahahha! Damn nice la, omg!

Reached home at bout 10 plus AND I realised I had DONE NOTHING TODAY. Arghhh!

New life

2009-10-21T23:52:00.002+08:00

HI, THIS IS MY CUTEST GOD BROTHER, JAYDEN TAY! :) YAY!! so cute right, heheheh! He's born TODAY at 10.05 a.m ! :DDD Omg, so excited to see him tmrw at KK! HEHEHEHE~

So tmrw is practical for all combined science people! Goodluck people! I know I must be sleeping now .. . HAHHA, first shift somemore, sian ttm! Nevermind. Ok la, so all the best !!!

Dedications

2009-10-21T02:16:00.009+08:00

4E4: Hope every single one of you can score well in O level and get into your desire poly and all the best to your future endeavors! I will miss all of you! And please, have a gathering alright! With Ms Huda! :) Love you guys!

Thegirls.

AgnesHo: You're always that short short cutie , the nice to bully, hahaha! I had neven seen you showing your temper to me at all. Im sorry that I so called neglect you when I was sec 1 and 2. I am happy still that till now we are still bestfriends. Though diff class, I am glad we maintain our friendship. Remember, if there's anything troubling you, oyt is here, alright. I may not be good in words, I may not be in great help but I am sure that I can make you smile :)

IsabelTay: Can you just stop acting smart or cute or wadsoever? Its annoying, hahah! ok, so we had a lot of quarrels huh. Quarrel until like what. Roll eyeballs at each other? Flip eyes huh. Please la, you want roll eyes right, go practice first can. Roll until so not professional still want roll. Be like me mah, I roll eyes got skill one, my eyeball wont stuck there hang there like yours, then like wont come down, hahahha. Lmao! Ok la, wahlau dedicate to you for what I also dont know, say until I think I drink 100000000 cups of koi cafe also cannot make up for my saliva. K la, I dont even wanna admit, you are taller than me now, happy? Hahaha! Ok, hope you score well for O level no need hope I know, you cfm score well. Lol. Go get a bf thats GOOD one lemme see la.

YanjingChee: Although I always bully you but I really love you la, as in as a very good friend. You are like a big sister, a role model. I know who I can turn to when I'm down, when I'm troubled. Cos you will always be there showing me care and concerns like a sister. I know I always make fun of you hahhaa, but you really bring joys to my life, you know what, you are a joke manxzxzz? Rightright~ Hahahha! Go practice your line dance ok! Must lemme see uh. I will go toapayoh central one day to support you dancing with your fellow friends ( aunties ) hahahhaha! OK la, enough is enough. Lets be serious. YANJING, I LOVE YOU LA! wAHLAU, i think you this kind of friend hard to find can. Selfless, thoughtful, patient, honest, kind, LAME. And oh, we xchange our first kiss, didnt we? When we were sec 2? HAHAH! Shhhh! K la, yanjing pls pls dont forget meeeee!

VanessaOng: Though I never like single eyelids but you are exception, hahahah! Nice one already ok! Eh leh, honour not? My first friend leh you! Must be honoured right! Hahaha. You have been a very good friend. Remember we were very very close when we were sec 1 and 2? Often hang out tgth, sleptover at your house, chitchatting etcetc. I hope we can still continue like this, srsly. Yes, umpteen quarrels. But its zero now eh? hahaha. Among us, you're the tallest. But you behave like you're the youngest, hahaha. But now wont la, huh, mature already, buay pai buay pai, wu jim boh, hahahha! Dont stress yourself up please! Hope you can score well for O level and plsssssss never forget your ong ehhhhhhhhhh! Hahha!

The boys.

KelvinQuah: Know you 4 years like let you suan me 4 years. Haii. I know you jealous you not as handsome as luozhixiang la. This kind of thing, everyone knows. No need feel sad. Hahaha! Wth, when I first came to Beatty, Idk why someone go spread, offend me zhu zhong 18 dai will fall into badluck. Your mouth really is. . . gou li gou li gou li x 10. Nevermind, now I got your ba bin already. I go ask from James Chew HER number you then know... Hahaha. Ok la, I hope you can really GROW UP, dont keep use your that rotten mouth to offend people, hahahha!

*ur photos most special liao! i put your individual one, who ask you dont take with me today! DAOOOO! hahahha!*
JamesChew: hi. hi. hi. hi. hi. Hahaha! Eh, my computer fixed liao. You can do the *eyebrows go up down* emoicons liaoooooooo! Hahaha. Know you not very long but we are very close, not bad not bad. Thanks for your father's videos, he makes me laugh like siaoooooooo. And thanks for your retardedness, please stay retarded, then you can attract a lot of girls who likes your this kind of jiao lang pattern. hi. Ok, you always boh dai boh ji come hi me so I now just hi you back la, haha. You've got a good vocal, I hope you can be a singer. The best is go taiwan fa zhang. So that when you became famous, please dont forget me. Go taiwan, find my husband, YOU KNOW WHO, then tell him got one girl in singapore loves him until now at IMH. Then I'll be very thankful! Hahaha! Alright, be serious. Anything can just call me sms me msn me , I will lend you my beautiful ear and I promised it wont lao hong one though a lot of holes , hahahha.

Hocksiong: IDOL. MY IDOL FOREVER. Hahhaha! Know you not long also but I think you are a great friend. First you are funny. Second you are still funny. Third stil still still funny. But bad thing is, you and kelvin are the same pattern. Rotten mouth. 送你一句话：祸从口出，病从口入 HAHAH, understand not, chinese A1 one leh u. You are the most humorous guy I have seen other than luozhixiang, hahahha! Talk to you 1 min, 30 sec I am laughing. You are a funny dude man! Dont aim 19 pts but aim 15 la! Must have faith in yourself that you can do itttt!

Dengping: Sec 1 Sec 2, action only. Act one quiet kind.... PUIH! Sec 3 and 4, patterns all come out. Wth is this manxzxzxz.. Councillor? DpCheng? Omggg! Does he got split personality? Somehow or rather I am really having doubts in him. Hahahha! How come! How come he's like the gossip king? The disiao king? Pity zhenjie, haiii. K la, dont say you already. I think uh you can go NUM work, you got the macho macho look. This is a compliment, hahahha. Remember those time me you yanking and isabel msn, gossip non stopppp. Comments non stoppppp. You like our hao jie mei sia. .. . Hahahha. Look like one man, msn like one auntie. Cfm is influence too much by YANKING. ahahha. Hope you can score well for your O level!!!

ChionKwan: Stop playing online games la please. Very cham one lor you. Idk how to say. Play until 4 , 5 am.. . .No need study alrd huh? I thought someone say wanna treat me drink when he got A1 for maths? Then prove to me you can get a1 by your results! Stop playing games! You say you want go NP right? I am aiming there also. So you better score well!

Syafiq: Maths partner. Long's bestfriend. Malay dont look like malay. Haha. I got a feeling~ That tonight is gotta be a good night~ All your crazy actions and songs la. Hahhaa! Knowing you is my pleasure uh huh, syafiq. And you are smart in nature. Dont give up! Im sure you can score well for Maths cos. .. I AM YOUR MATHS PARTNER! Hahhaha. OK, rubbish la. But I really hope to see you scoring well for your results. Now is not the time to play but study! So yes, study hard pls! Anything you dont know..... You know you can ask the... SMART PRETTY CUTE YUTING, hahahahha! All the besttt!

Maojie: Phy pro, Maths pro next time go geylang find pro. ok, not funny. Trying to rhyme. You've a very thick eyebrow, worst than crayola shin chan and that actually is the most charming feature , better than your small peanut eyes, hahahha! You are really damn smart! So please make good use of your smartness! And not use it on things like.. disiao-ing people. Get it? haha.And pls dont always call the indians black, cos you are already very black. Chaotah sia. K la k la, I really think you are a good friend, at least to me I think you are one, hope to see you becoming one of our class top student!

Raffles: EVERYTHING PRO. Whats the matter with you uh, Raffles? Everything A1A1A1, very annoying you know. Share some A1 to me la... Hahahha! Alright, hope you can maintain!!! I want to see Raffles Ng up the stage next year! You can do it manxzxz! And please! STOP LETTING ZHIWEI SHAKE YOU! Haha. Shoo him away, understand!

Elgin: Act cute. Stupid idiot shortie. You thought you cute big isit. Always disiao ppl... I tellllllllllllll .. . you then know la. hahaha! K la, older than me by a week boy, NOT MAN, grow older k, grow more mature k, dont behave like one kid k, hahahha! ok la, all the best in your O level! Elgin ho chen xuannnnn n xuannn nn uh!

Zhiwei: Idk how to say you la. Skip school skip school. You want to come back next year isit? (isabel's fav line) Know you for four years. Used to be so niaooooo, now wassup, treat me eat, treat me drink koi cafe, hahahah! So good sia. Not bad not bad. Continue like this, hahahha! Ok la. Though at times, I really dislike your.... The way you talk and hurt people by demoralising them, maybe you dont know but I dont bear grudges too, haha. Whenever I showed my attitude to you on purpose, you didn't say anything, complain or whine, from there I can see you arent that bad. Just that maybe you just like to suan people la huh, haha. And being magnanimous, I wont ji jiao with you also, hahaha! I really hope to see you doing well. And not F9 please, never a F9 in your report book. You've to work hard, doubly hard and stop playing , stop watching pokemon, stop going online, stop seeing chiobu understand! Study hard! Btw, stop touching my hair! !

Zhenjie: Monitor, the nicest monitor. Everything also do yourself. Really is Mr Nice. Let people bully, never bully ppl back. Cannot like that you know. Must got your standdd! I help you buy retort stand tmrw. Hahha. Do well for O level!

Vinson: My sister. Haha. I know la I know la, you like Eugene la. No need keep repeat, Im not deaf also. Hahaha. You're like ahsoh in our class lor. Hahhaa. Really is damn funny la you. I enjoy myself with you a lot, srsly. You are just one funny flower. What a lousy description though. But you look like flower. Sunflower nono, trumpet flower (la ba hua) hahahaha! Your laughter really is. . .. . If combine with mine and Ezra I think ......... It become ultrasound already. Beyond 20kHz haha. Can see that you're very serious now, keep doing maths all day long. So I really wish to see you doing well for O level!

Ezra: The one who can fart openly. The one who can yawn so loudly. The one who can say, "my armpit very itchy" and started scratching like nobody business. Just what the hell is wrong with you? Ah sia kia sia. Hahahha! You're a really special guy. Damn rare in the sense that you can just fart when we are at th canteen eating. Srsly is... boh wei gong la, Ezra. Haahhaahha! Your laughter is the. . .. . Is something not everyone possess. You've an infectious laughter. You laugh, everyone will just laugh , laugh at what know? Laugh at your laughter, hhahaha! Please dont gve up in POA, you can one. Cfm can one. Just practice, practice and few more practices! Just do it!

Ram: Nice guy, cos I like the way you disturb yanjing, hahaha. no la. But you are really nice.
Joker also. Haha. But Idk why you awlays like to go jogging when its like.. midnight? Cool huh? Hahaha! Or because no one can see you? Ooops, sorry! Hahhaa. I know you dont mind. And alright, im just kidding. Im not that racist sort, haha. Next time want eat roti prata, remember to call me along uh! Haha. Need help in Chemistry, lemme know, just give oyt a call!

Junxian: You are improving in your studies, continue and dont stop! You can do it! I know I had never talked t you in class before but I can see that you're a nice guy. But still , never trust a friend easily. You will never know how they can just backstab you. Idk which path you gonna choose next time, be it JC or POLY, the older you are , the harder you can find a good friend, but still, dont trust your friend too easily! Friends dont earn by just trusting. And if you know you had done a part, commit into this friendship then so be it. Your conscience is clear. Is their lost for losing you and not your lost. You still have long time for you to know more friend, and gain even a better friend. Sometimes, its good to lose? So that you can gain something new, isn't it? Look things at a bright way! And not bad uh, finally win my keyboard skill, haha. Dont worry, I will catch up after O level! Hahahhaa. And lastly, hope to see you doing well for your O level!

Ps, Idk will you guys see it or not since I dont you all will be online as O level is just few days away. Still, thats alll I wanna say :)

*For more gradutaion day pictures, please click http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2023412&id=1145745310&saved#/album.php?aid=2023412&id=1145745310

Special

2009-10-20T23:47:00.003+08:00

I can use my computer like .. . FINALLY! :)

and the repair fee ain't cheap manxzxz, 280! tsktsk.

so its graduation day today. sadly, not everyone present. Nevertheless, I do miss my 4e4 classmates, they are awesome, they are fun and they are cute! hahaha.

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Look back at the time when I was sec 1.. Isabel and I were like two small little girls sitting at the canteen during our first day of school and everything just seem so new to us. Then we were diff class. I get to know vanessa first followed by Yanjing. Guessed how I knew Yanjing? I wanna borrow her I weekly, so I went to approach her, hahah! That time, she was still an introvert, but now.... Tsktsktsk, wings hard already uh, can fly as high as you want already. 18 alr, want sex also can. Ok, not funny.

Sec 1 and sec 2 mark the worst time of my life, hahaha. I used to detest school so much that I want to just quit school, I used to dislike that bunch of classmates, I used to skip school more frequently than I skip meals! Haha. And think about it... No wonder people always think or say I am ahlian when I was sec 1 and 2. Indeed, if I were a senior, and theres this lower sec girl who behave like this, stand outside the school compound with her homeclothes, with golden strain of straight hair waiting for her classmates to end school, this kind of girl what sia.... .. . And because of that lousy attendance, I flung a lot of subjects. Then there will be teachers counseling me, calling my parents down to talk to them. But I must thank Ms Tan and Mrs Hui for their helps. If not I wont be who I am, I wont be promoted to sec 4e, I knew that. And for all these, I told myself.. Its time to really wake up, buck up and dont give up.

Sec 3, I really wake up, hahaha. Improved tremendously I guessed? Perhaps because I had learnt from my own mistakes. Though there are still people who doubt my capability, there are still people who think all these are just lucks , still, me myself, I know it the best that its me who put in effort and get what I deserved :)

Sec 4 , this year. Slacker ttm? Only know how to chiong at the very last minute. But still manage to just .. . Whoohoo, moderately well. Ok, but this time is the real battle! So must chiong allllllllllll the way.

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These 4 years aren't short yet aren't long. I had lost and gained many things within these four years. Friends I used to be closed with had become hi bye friend or rather, smilebye friend or just walk past you without reactions. I do gain many nice friends too! Its kinda hard to maintain good friendship. It takes two hands to clap , you see. So even if I try hard to maintain it but the other party isnt doing anything, then whats the point, yeah? I do feel remorse about it. I do think its a waste, I do hope I can do something to make up with it but I guessed I shall just let nature take it course since I cant force people to change overnight. I'm really glad I am still with my own circle of friends after so many disputes, so many ups and downs. Though the time we spent tgth are getting lesser and lesser, we still hold an important position in one another's heart, I supposed? And hopefully we won't get replace or forgotten :) I must thank people who dislike me, who demoralise me as well. Cos they are the one who motivate me to study even harder. If not for everyone who I had met in my secondary school life, I will not be who I am. I'll surely miss all of my friends. Not to forget, teachers who had taught me as well. Their patience, their care and concern, their jokes , every single one of them are special to me.

This sound so much like a last goodbye, a final goodbye, hahaha. But Idk when will I still see my friends after O level. And will we just pretend we had never seen or known each other when we walk past. Will I still stay in touch with them like how I stay in touch with my pri sch friends? Will all of us change? To someone beyond recognition? Alright, I know its getting a lil bit too emo, I'm sorry that you guys got to bear with it. I seldom post and express like this, ok! Like once in a donkey years.

Till now , I just cant believe it. My 4 years in Beatty gotta end this way. Felt rather sad that today is the final day all of us gather as 4e4 , ironically, I didn't even drop a single tear. Well, this is part and parcel of life, I reckon. Still , I miss those familiar faces! Misses x 1000000000

wonder

2009-10-19T16:23:00.001+08:00

Just came back from visiting the doctor, ask for medicine that won't cause drowsiness. Sigh. Wonder why am I falling sick at this crucial hour?!

On a lighter note, its graduation day for all of us graduating students! Wonder will anyone cry or anything? And I really wonder will there be full attendance in 4E4 which I doubt so, yeah. Oh and finally we get a chance to go to the heritage gallery!
Kinda miss my classmates after not seeing them for just a mere few days. wonder will all of us still stay in touch after O? Really do wonder, hah.

Shall just end here and blog about graduation day tmr! Gonna get ample rest so that I can stay in my usually buoyang spirit tmrw!:)

Heaty

2009-10-19T00:42:00.001+08:00

Omg! Why must it happen NOW when O level is just so close?!

I'm now having a nasty sore throat and it's irritating and sneezing make my nose go red and big. And now I feel so hot! Or maybe I'm hot myself? Hahha! Ok wad a joke! Took my temperature and Im having a slight fever wow! Best! Wad a right time to fall sick! And one thing, isn't now the winter season? Why is Singapore still so hot? I thought oct to dec will tend to rain frequently? I really can't stand the hot weather tskkk!

Just came back from studying. They are really jokers haha. Thanks late king for your treat to the Ong sisters! Lol! Had Aston for dinner and we waited for like 45mins? Anw we were laughing hysterically at our childish acts when we were in pri sch. Omg, srsly if u were to look back now u will start laughing at urself and then ask urself"omg did I really do this? I can't believe that I actually did all these" you can even recall anything haha, right saruul? Lol.

And I really have to start gaining weight after O! reason being, Im eating only 2 meals a day. Cos I'm lazy to eat when I'm doing my work so yeah. And worst thing I'll like have my first meal at 12 then second which is the last meal at 9? Dying of hunger pls. Aim to gain to 42 after O! It's a must alr!

I shall carry on with my chemistry worksheet. So bye!

2009-10-18T01:10:00.002+08:00

WTF is baidu doing sia! Idiot. Nvm I just wanna watch the show call 海派甜心! Luozhixiang will be acting as a geek there hahaha! Funny hairstyle la he!

Met jingting today to study at millenia walk. Plan to complete poa p1 and 2 and a set of science but I only complete poa hai. Tired sia! And finally we had frolick!!! :)

Meeting pri sch friends to study tmrw! Hope it's a productive one:) and gosh, I'm having sore throat! It's like someone is drilling smth down my throat? And I'm having block nose. AND idk why am I having all these this time. I must build up immune system. At least, lemme tahan till O level end pls!

*yawns* goodnight!

2009-10-17T02:32:00.002+08:00

Can't wait for this show! Gonna catch it after Os!

A leopard can't change its spot.

2009-10-16T19:05:00.002+08:00

So wassup now? 6 more days to practical and 10 more days to the first paper! Whoohoo! Yesterday was spent catching up with hjm and her guiding me the usage of bb. Supposingly, we are to study but we were too engross to our own conversation. lol! Nvm, it's good to have some catching up since we are pressurize by our own circle of friends.
And we are aiming to go to the same course and the same poly!!! Tourism, resort and management! But well, all these still depend on our own results.

Wonder when will I see my classmates again after O.. I kind of enjoy the presence of my classmates. Their jokes, their craps and their mockings.

So much for being considerate. So much for being guilty.

虚惊一场

2009-10-14T18:51:00.001+08:00

Mom called and told me my grandpa is alright now :)

He got nose blocked I think that's why he's having breathing difficulty. Nothing serious. *hinge a sign of relief* he's just scaring himself over the phone said that he's going to die or smth. Not only scaring himself but all of us as well. Luckily nothing happn to him.

Went to meet my mom for lunch after that. And guess who I saw? Omg, I really miss them after so many months of not seeing their faces! I saw weilin yeechuang and audrey!!! Omg, and I miss yeechuang as in miss seeing her until weilin told me haha. Ok not mocking la. Not that she's short haha. Just that I saw weilin first. Feel so happy that I actually saw them today!!!:D I miss amanda and siping and shiying now :( but still I'm glad I met these 3 today! I was still thinking aboutthem few days ago, really. Cos I lost all of their contacts:((( thought will lose in touch with them:(

Btw,, if any one of you who knows me is reading this, pls text me your number!!! I forget to copy all my phone contacts to sim and now my hp is spoilt. I didn't have those contacts:( so pls text me your number so that I can save them! Ty:)

Gonna go do maths!!! Bye for now:)

Why do all good things come to an end?

2009-10-14T12:25:00.001+08:00

Was awake by the commotion in tv living room. mom was trying to tell my grandma smth but she couldn't hear. And the words that caught my attention is "ai si liao" (going to die)

Then I came to realize that my grandpa who was living at kelantan called and said he was having some breathing difficulty. When I get outta my bed, mom is gone and she said she's going to bring him to ttsh , AandE.

Why must all these happen now? Sigh. Ytd I was still happy happy laughing like siao. and today... Pls, nothing is going to happen to my grandma.

Animals are my friends

2009-10-14T00:27:00.001+08:00

Grandma" so late then come home, tmrw no school isit! Got school still so later then reach home."

Me"yeah really no school"

Grandma"you sure"

Me"yeah. Only till 26oct then need go back for exams"

Grandma"don't you come joke with me. Is you lazy to go school"

Me"I where will lie to you hahaha. Why you everytime don't trust me haha(laugh out loud and hard)"

Grandma"don't lie. Say no school is because you don't want go don't think idk."

Hai. Why sia hahaha. How come my ahma doesn't trust me hahaha! She's damn cute. Especially when she give me that skeptical frown hahaha!

Heard that ms huda was damn disappointed because she brought her camera wanna take photos with our class who knows half of the class didn't come. Her eyes were teary. WAhhh! Damn guilty sia. Afterall she's our form teacher for 2 years. Had been so patient to us yet we like that. Haiii.

Ok so today met those ponster at mac and went school for the briefing tgth. Then there was a rehearsal. Went library after that to do some maths. Had dinner tgth and went sch again for night studies.

Night studies was a joke hahaha. Talking to hocksiong can really let us laugh till we stomachache. He's damn direct and humorous la! Hahahha! Then I was telling the girls the china song I invent hahahha! All of them were laughing non stop. Lol. Ok la I shouldn't have mock hahaha.

Went fork and spoon for supper after that. Omg, today I laughed a lot can! A lot more than usual, louder than usual too hahaha! On the bus I also laugh, laugh until one uncle turned his head several times and looked at me hahha. Laugh until I can keep jumping lol. Really is kisiao haha.

And finally no need go school already!!! Can wake up late! Haha. Don't know why don't havthat kind of "don't bear to leave school" that feeling. Haha.

Bulldog is cute(inside joke) LOL!

2009-10-12T22:35:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to delisngpeiying!!! Omg! Srsly time flies! I remember how small and tiny we were when we were still young. And we were very childish still. Haha. I knew I would regret if I didn't know you, you bring joys to my life and your jokes are always so crappy that we will all laugh like mad. I'll never forget how disgusting you are when you were eating laksa. Hahaha!!! Well.. Hope you enjoy your day and wish the four of us can be friends forever!!!:)))

Today is my last day of school cos I'll not be going tmrw tgth with the girls. Think 14 or so not going tmrw? Better be hahaha. But will be going at 2 for the pratical briefing. Oh and finally starhub just called me!!!! Yayyy!

Srsly it suck when you have some friend who are so selfish so competitive ad scheming that they could come up with all sort of excuses just so to let you continue getting a lousier results than them. Luckily my friends are so mch better. I wonder how long could I tahan if I have such friends! And I don't understand why would friends give unconstructive, descouraging words just to make the other party feel bad about it. Out of jealousy or what? Or just wanna bring others down? We buy things we need and not to impress them why should they even care? We aren't like some people , they buy things they don't need just to impress people they don't like.

Feel just so comfortable talking to hjm. Cos we just simply know each other too well enough. And on top of it, we have no motive or any hidden agenda. We are just being us :)

O level in 24 more days. Why am I still not mugging like others?!!! I really don't understand why. Maybe I'm just someone who will only mug one day before the exams. Only then I'll feelthe urgeness to study.

FAMILY

2009-10-11T19:52:00.001+08:00

Rotted at home whole day long and did nothing constructive. O level seems so near and seems so far.

And I must say I'm very touched by my dad. I told him if I were to renew my contract I had to pay 100bucks more on top of the phone. Then he was nagging non stop. He said that I had to be responsible and not when spoilt all I know is to ask my parents to fork out money. Unlike last year. I could be able to pay my phone with my pay but I had been jobless for almost a year. And I know my dad is right. He's just wanna me to learn. But the words are quite nasty. Felt abit sad too. Still I know it's my own respsonsibily. The later my dad asked whether I wanna use his phone then he use the lousier spare phone, I rejected. He's so nice that he even offered me his phone then he use the lousier one. I'm quite a spoilt and obstinate girl. I wanna use what I want if not I might as well don't use at all until I can have the ability to get the one I want. Then my dad went on saying" see see. Let you use my phone you don't want. You just want a better and nice phone. It's your responsibility already. You want wad, you pay yourself. Don't ask me pay for you. Who ask you not to take good care of your own belonging." then he left house.

I was quite sad la. Yea la I m spoilt also la. My mom was cute. She sees me emo she came and said " your papa very niao one lor" hahahha! Think my dad just want me to learn and not take things for granted cos it's not the first time I had been mishandling my own thing.

Later on my dad came back. He called me to the room and then opened up his wallet and gave me money and added "the rest you have to pay yourself if you wanna get an expensive phone." I'm damn touched bec he before that was like so firm and said Ive to face the consequences of nottaking care of my things and pay myself before he left. He went out is actually bec he wanna withdraw money to pass it to me. Cos when I touched the money uh, it's still warm one know! So good! And I'm so touched too! :)

Shall eat my dinner now!

500 days of summer

2009-10-11T02:13:00.002+08:00

So I'm back and it's 2am now and I wasted don't know how many hours without studying or doing homeworks. Tsktsk!

But well I did enjoy myself with the girls haha. Had Aston for lunch then walk around shop around mostly slack at starhub admiring pretty phone and think that one day it's gonna be mine lol. Nonsnse. And damn it! My phone under the trade in list actually worth 200bucks. Wtf! Why did i spoil it? Damn ass la. Now i still have to pay 100bucks more just to renew my contract:(((

Went mm's house then slack awhile, msn facebook browsing of bitch, slut and chiobu blogs then went to buy koicafe. Then they went my house as I wanna get my spec so as to catch the movie at 920 later. Mom was chatting with mm counselling her haha.

Reach Cathay at 915. WTF. Sold out. So we decided to watch the next slot instead which is 1125. Bought tics and went to subway. I found my coldcuttrio partner. Exactly the same taste as mine. Bread: honey oat sub: coldcuttrio vegetable: lettuce sauce: mayonese and sweet onion Exactly the same one from bread to sauce lol. Were listening to mm's happening life stories while eating. And to comment, HER BOYFRIEND IS A SON of a BITCH! By just listening we were alr so agitated that we felt so much like slapping her bf!!! Nvm, we were all asking her to just end off with him. Fancy this kind of guy exist! And it's really shocking that this is how he behave behind the scene. Quote: never judge a book by its cover.

500 days of summer - climax?
Where's the climax? Plot? Omg. Waste of time srsly. Waited from 5 to 11 just to catch this show but it turned out to be disappoinment.

Cab home cos too tired but now.. I'm so awake. Why huh? Idk.

Ongliting got her bb!!!!!!!!! Spell envy!!! Starhub!!!! Can you pls call me!

Shall end here abruptly.

Get tied up

2009-10-10T13:49:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to my ten years friend! HarryTanQingHui. It's amazing how long this friendship can tahan hahaha! He's the only guy friend I knew for so long and could still stay in touch. like omg! Lol!

Going to meet the girls at the Cathay for delis' birthday celebration. Hopefully it's gonna be fun? It had been long since the last gathering. Haha. And ongliting is an ass! She'll be getting her bb later on! She wanna buy it since don't know how long la then starhub keep oos. And I'm still waiting for my starhub vouncher. My handphone uh the screen keypads allthese come out lor like damn jialart. $1 also nobody wants buy. Maojie can still ask me"how you use your phone? Bite huh?" -.- tsktsk. Nvm. Next week or so gonna get a new one! Hehe! And hopefully a bb then I can use bb messenger with hjm! Hehehe!

I gtg. If not I'll be late again !!! *guilty* no study:( I've to mug hard!!! Okok said it for the umpteen times but did nothing about it. Tsktsk!

Theft

2009-10-08T15:22:00.002+08:00

My handphone spoilt so I went to steal Yanjing's phone LOL.

Wth no wonder when I message her my bag vibrate like how come...? When there is no new messages recieve. Then I reached home suddenly feel my bag vibrating then I looked up at the table, my hp is there!!! Why on earth my bag is vibrating??? Then I saw this familiar gadget I picked up and answer it was Chee Yan Jing. Omg! I actually borrowed her hp and forget to return it back to her. So careless. And worststill, at first when my bag was vibrating I was like thinking who the hell steal a phone and put it in my bag trying to make me a scapegoat. Lol. It was all an misderstanding hahaha! Yj was like so panick cos she thought she lost her phone haaha.

I realize I had not been sleeping well enough. Compare to prelim I think it's more relax then than now. The homeworks is like maths alone don't know how many papers for practices as well as poa. Endure endure endure endure is the word to motivate myself. Had a sudden impulse to just skip school whole week but I decided to just endure!!!!!!!!!

Btw there's something I wanna announce!!! The one who always borrow money hard to return treat me today!!! Hahaha! Like seriously la it's damn rare!?! I can sense that miracle is going to happen. That person was like saying "wah you malnutrition eat this can full uh"
Then I replied" I forget to bring wallet to school wad. Or not you want treat me huh!" obviously what I mean was just a joke since I doubt he'll treat but people miracle do happen you see. And it actually happened today. Without hesitation that person took $2 out from his pocket and ask me to buy food to eat then. Hahahahah! Okok I know I like very cheapo hahahha! Anw that person is none other than.....

*drum roll pls*

XU ZHI WEI!!!! Shock right! I bet people who knows him well enough are definitely shock too! Hahahaha!!!

Ok I'm very hungry now. I shall go hunt for food first befre i've my nap. And yes!!! Finally after what seems like centuries had passed I'm meeting hjm! :)

Dead

2009-10-07T23:07:00.001+08:00

Hi! My handphone is officially DEAD!!! like yeah, the components all come out. Idk how to say. Next time I took a pic down and I think everyone will go "wahhh!! How can someone use a phoe until like that!" ok I'm damn rough. Hahaha. Hp drop here drop there one. Few days ago I put it on my file then take the file to my room. It was very dark cos I never on the light. Suddenly I heard a loud piak haha. It's either I drop my itouch if not hp. I hope it's hp la hahaha! And yea it's hp. The screen all come out sia.. Really is buang! I think sell to ppl ten dollars no one want also lor.

Can't get enough sleep these few days:( reach home, have an hour nap have to go sch for night studies. Hai. And we've mountain of homeworks. Maths alone don't know how many papers. Poa also. Tsktsk! Can't slack. I think I will be on hiatus very soon...

Alright shall end. I've got english compre yet done..

Ps:I'm currently uncontactable.

2009-10-06T16:46:00.001+08:00

Luckily my maid smart enough to be able to recognize the road and ask the bus driver to teach her the right way back home if not I'll be guilty for making her board the wrong bus:(

Didn't attend school today as it was raining heavily in the morning. Sch is boring too! And 1 more weekto the end of school day. Planned with the rest to just pon on last day of school. Really dislike going to school...

And oh it's damn paiseh last Friday. I board my bus then I realized I didn't bring my ezlink card along so I check my wallet all notes no coins. Nochoice I've to ask the driver to open the door for me and I alighted. Sad Case cannnn.. Ended up have to take cab to school. And the teacher from the enrichment class might be paralyze:( she's still lying in the hospital. Guilty......

There's night study tonight... I prefer going sch for night study than morning study..

Lost!!!

2009-10-04T14:58:00.001+08:00

Wahhhh lauuuu! Fuck la! Die already la! Fuckkkk fuckkk fuckkk! I lost my handphone before I lost my ezlink card before I lost my wallet before I lost so many things before! Now I lost my maid!!! Fuck la! Fuck! Fuck! How sia... Does she knows the way back home not... Fuckkkk!!!! Fuckkkk!!!! Wahlau!!! Then my mother goes "I actually wanna ask you this ask you that see la!!!" wahlau like I know that's not the right bus stop... Omg shit!

Root beer

2009-10-04T13:42:00.001+08:00

I'm at city square now:) Its so wide and spacious! Just a pity not all shops are offcially open so it's kind of empty but still there are things to shop. And now I'm dining at the swensens here the ambience is great especially at the window seat. How I wish I can study here. Haha.

Alright so yesterday I met bhb parter lee jingting hahha! So many things to catch up with her. And I'm very happy that she had now clear her doubts for poa. This will definitely build up her confidence level and allow her to score better for poa! I'm going to see a distinction for your poa, jingting!!! Prove to me that my time spend on teaching you is worthwhile! :D and anything you don't understand can approach me ok! I'll be more than willing and happy to help:)

Just now I went to visit grandpa as we got to pray for my grandma. Sigh. My grandma keep saying things like "za si za ho" means the sooner he die the better. I really don't know what to say.. We only visit him once in awhile and he always have to bring eerything down by saying this phrase. Do you think we grandchildren feel good? Who wants their kins to leave them eh? But well, maybe it's understandable as he had difficulty in moving. My grandpa is sort of bai ka(cripple) due to stroke last time so he thinks that it's better to just die. Sigh.. I hope he can try to be more optimistic. And it really hurt when he had to dread that leg that is immobile, that is paralyze as he's moving. Idk I just don't like seeing people suffering.

Going to meet shuling later. I'm her tutor for the day for science haha. Physics paper tmrw for the n level hope she'll be able to score!!! And I hereby wishing everyone taking N level tmrw passing with flying colours!!!:)))

Guilt

2009-10-02T23:04:00.002+08:00

An unforgettable day.

Sigh, I don't think I'll be able to sleep tonight. I think this goes the same to everyone in the higher Chinese enrichment class.

It's really too sudden. Too sudden to even react. My first time witnessing this and I really hope *cross fingers* that I'll not witness it ever again especially on someone dear to me. Oh please, better not man. Cos till now I could still remember vividly but had exactly taken place. The facial expression was still clearly imprinted in my mind. All of us stood motionlessly. I was too intimidated to walk forward and held her up. Alright even if I dare I won't have the strength as well. At that moment, my heart was like beating by tenfold. I felt so much like crying. I had to inhale deeply to stay calm.

And worst of all when she was teaching, none of us is listening. Most of us were busily doing our maths paper. It was until there was some sort of laughter at the front and we looked up to see what had happened. Everyone just look up and watch. There was dead silence till the next moment all we could hear is a loud thud. How to react? And how should we even react? Sixteen years old teenager what are we suppose to do when we saw this? All we could do is to inform the teacher,eh?

And just not long ago, I got this really bad news from Mdm Tan which I hope it's not true. It made me feel so guilty for doing other things during the enrichment programme. I guessed after this incident, none of us dare to do other things during the class but to pay attention.

And sign, how I wish I had never taken a step to see what had happened and to ask her is she ok. Cos her face and responses had really frightened me out of my might.

Ice caramel macchiato

2009-10-01T01:43:00.002+08:00

It's 1:32am now but I can't sleep:( I'm still very awake all thanks to starbucks!!! Shouldn't have drink it! First it cost 6bucks secondly I can't sleep now and it's not like I'm studying, burning mdnight oil but surfing the net which is a waste of time.

So tmrw is the start of a new timetable with chemistry poa Chinese geography 90mins each! Best manxzxzxz! Chinese alone can kill me. Boring ttm! Always fall asleep. Nevermind we still got what Chinese enrichment... We ownself pay one somemore say what can't use edusave cos it's too late. I think that's their motive la. Let us pay by cash then we'll come and won't ponten right right right! Siannnn! Nvm shall go one lesson skip one lesson. Lazyyy!!!

Note to self: study hard! Do not disappoint anyone!

Sigh... My grandma is very stubborn! Ttsh asks her go check up this Friday, she doesn't want to go! I told her, nag at her, advice her, she insisted on not going. Say it's a waste of time. The doctor is tryin to lure her to check up whn in fact is wanna ask her to go for operation. Doctors so free hor. Put a trap to let ppl fall in huh.. Haiyo! I really don't know how to persuade my grandma to go to the hospitallll!!! Persuade to go check up already so difficult! How to persuade her to go for operation? It's gonna be tougher than taking O level.. Hai. >:(((

Eternal love

2009-09-29T22:37:00.001+08:00

Congrats to Fann Wong and Christopher Lee!!! So loving man!

This week I thought I would receive papers that would demoralize me but NO!!! and I think i'm a black horse manxZxz!!! Social studies , a subject I would always fail or just pass , a subject I got to stay back for lsp I had actually get 40/50!!! From a c6 to a a1 grade! I'm like over the moon?!!! This really gave me some motivations to buck up for humanities!!! Cos I actually wanna give up on humanities since I've alr got poa but now I'm not going to give up in any subjects but strive to get a better grades for O level! That's then the real battle!!! Whoohoo~ even mrs yang was impressed! Heh! Now I wanna buck up in history and geog!!! Train myself to write fast but legible at least!

Got back almost all paper left history and compo. So far I'm still satisfied cos i've no C except for English cfm C one when I didn't really study. Watch tv watch movie go shopping etc. I gonna buck up on maths and humanities!!! Gogogo!!! Since those nice nice dramas alr ended I shall not hook on it anymore but study hard!

Ok so far is good news right. But today suey suey is really suey until cannot suey I caught by tanny koh!!! My blouse that I wore from sec1 till now is damn short to even tuck in so I put a shoelace inside. Put for four years. So many ppl kena teacher kpkb but I never. Inthe end today I climb up the stair sueysuey let her caught from head to toe. First is pin up your fringe then ear studs which is like since I cut my hair short no one had noticed as the hair covered my ears but idk why her eyesight so darn good that she can see la! then pull out my shoelace with her powerful hand.later she said about my shoes. Why didn't I wear socks. I said Beatty socks very thick. Can't wear in. She says why can't I buy a thinner one...wahlau thinner one mine let my brother wear until got one BIG hole lor! Ltr ms fauziah walk passed, she told everything to her and ms fauziah ask me to the toilet with her and unbuckle my skirt tuck everything in. Also very loose wad. I lift my both hands up high cfm the blouse will come out also... Suey kwan say today..

After school Isabel maojie chiongkwan and I went plazasing to have lunch before going to the cathay to catch phobia 2! Omg! I really can't stop scaring myself. And it's damn disgustig la! Another final destination... Eyeball drop out.. Intestines come out. Stab the stomach use hand and dig the inside etc. See alr also feel like vomitting! Eeeek! I like the last story! It made me laugh then scream then laugh and scream again hahaha! And now I think due to over screaming I'm having a severe headache tskkkkk!!! Pain~

Mon- Isabel never goes sch
Tues- Yj never goes sch (shock right! Don't say she influence by us is she getting lazier and lazier hahaha)
Wed- me and Vanessa not going.

Really is tired ttm!!!Night studies in Beatty had already started. Gonna go tmrw night:)

Ps Study hard!

Hang on!!!

2009-09-27T21:49:00.003+08:00

I think I've gained weight heh! It's a good thing, isn't it? But I think once O level arrived I would lost weight and pimples popping out again due to stress.. And then I would continue having irregular period.. Post exam syndrome lol.

Nvm just 26more days. I've got to persevere. I guess I'll be getting back the rest of my paper tmrw except combined humanities. I've the confidence I'll just pass? Since I think I'll did well for essay for ss but poorly in sbq as I left quite a lot of blanks due to lack of time management. And for history is the other way round. I'll do well in sbq since I only study that chapter and I'll do badly for seq. So average out I'll got like c6? Pass that's good enough hah . I don't care bout prelims. Disappointed in my results yes but that's what I deserve too. Can't blame others eh?

Got to work hard on 1st Oct!!! At least lemme clebrate my children day lol! And I'm going to cut my hair after O level. Now I lazy to go trim haha. Got to find work to do also. I need moolahs! How I wish someone can just transfer money to the wrong acct and goes to mine manxzxz!

Night study start tmrw. Is anyone going? Oh I wanna watch phobia 2 btw haha.

Never give up

2009-09-27T14:28:00.001+08:00

WATCH VIDEO

This was shown by mrs lai during poa. And I think it's nice and meaningful as it'll got us reflecting on ourselves. When animals don't even give up, we as human with superior IQ how can we give up so easily eh? Mrs lai showed the other ep however I couldn't find that so I found this and it's funny as well. Chimpanzee, Xiao Pang and dog, James "life story".

My dream

2009-09-26T20:59:00.002+08:00

Isabel tay look at this, hahaha. We wanna wanna be a vasantham star! And irritate yanjing, lol. And omg, Ongliting dont even know this la! Shes god damn slow ttm! This advertsiment like so famous, hahaha. Btw, one of them is Miaomin's teacher?!!! hahaha. Ok, bye, I go do maths revision now!

Somewhere over the rainbow

2009-09-26T20:05:00.001+08:00

Just now someone sit beside me so close so close that nearly touch me. I screamed and jumped when came closer.

Ok don't think too much. It's a lizard.. Damn scary can. I was surfing the net using my itouch (poor thing sad case, computer crash bobian) then suddenly I saw this small lil slimy thingy coming near me wth. I screamed for my maid then she was like not scared at all and say it's cold blooded no need scared hahaha. Ok I'm a scaredy cat hah.

My itouch charger was spoilt ytd:( so I can't use itouch as battery is flat. So today went epicenter to see just wads the problem. The salesman is so nice to get a new charger for me for free I don't even realize it's under warranty. Haha.

Btw I really like the advertisement the one which is like transformer the person unZip then he change to another character then the other one change to kongkong etc. Damn nice. And the I wanna wanna be a vasantham star also very funny. Hahha. Cute lor nowadays the advertisement is really creative aha.

1 more month to o level. Freaking fast! Tsktsk panick in the house.

I wanna wanna be a Vasantham Star!

2009-09-24T17:26:00.014+08:00

EDWARDDDD!!!! HAHAA!

Hi, people, I am at Miss Ong's house. Her name is call Vanessa Ong Xue Lin, the prettiest girl I ever seen on earth, and thats bullshit. Because she's beside me I've to entertain her , you see. Lol.

So today we had got back some of our papers and its expected and unexpected too. The only subject that were unexpected were Maths and Chinese. Maths, wth is this manxzxzxz. Sigh, forget it. Like I said, YOU REAP WAD YOU SOW. Hahaha. Chinese is unexpected because I got a digit 6 in front, 62. And sitting beside me was Isabel and Vanessa. Guessed what, we are the only 3 girls who scored b4.... Ok, good or bad, Idk. For us is DAMN DAMN GOOD. For the teachers its kind of shit marks, we know.

And yes! I managed to shut those people who ask , "How much you score" Idiot, their skin reallly. . .. Thicker than mine which is impressive. Its like, mine is already elephant thickness. Theirs dont know how many leyers of elephant skins la. tsktsktsk.

Ok, Idk what to blog already. Tmrw gonna be prepared for the worst. Idk wanna go sch not leh. . . .. . . Contemplating in progress, hahaha. ok la, maybe go since English teaching new thing. Maybe later feign sick or wad then go home, ok , rubbish, BYEBYEBYEBYE.

HIHIHIHI,yuting is an idiot!:]

2009-09-23T22:02:00.001+08:00

Yay!!! After burning midnight oil for so long I finally can have a break:D

So today is G5 outing! Heehee! It's damn fun and I'm loving it <333 we had Korean cuisine for lunch and we went Marina Barrage after that and had a lot of fun there! As the sun was scorching hot and we were barefooted we ran here and there screaming like some bimbo as our bare feet touch the hot ground haha. But it's damn fun hahaha! Playing with the water is so fun and Vanessa got wet hahaha! Who ask her so tall hah! I like it when I'm with my friends I could forget all my worries :) feel so great when I can stay stressfree with them around :))) really have to treasure them now befre it's too late:( wonder when can we still meet up next year haiiii

Anw think I'm getting back my prelim results tmrw. Pls ppl from my class or any classes don't compare marks can. It's fuxking irritating! And I won't do well also so don't come ask me how much I score or gimme one face like how come I so low marks for wadever. Damn irritating. I sitting for my own paper also not yours. Why should I account to u all sia wth! I want say I'll say thanks. And say also say to those ppl who really concerns bout my studies and not those hypocrites who just wanna compare. And lastly just wads the big deal ofdefeating me? I'm not those intelligent ppl or wadsoever. Comparing with me can't get you anywhere. So stop those asking of marks cos I just wanna repeat it's IRRITATING! k bye!

Awaiting

2009-09-22T13:28:00.001+08:00

Computer black out ... Ass la! Tsk!

Ytd spent my time wisely with mom:) I'm a mommy's girl I realise haha. Ok la I really like spending time with her she and her joke etc. And she told me smth when we're having lunch. It was somehow about the same with Theresa's secret she told me the other time hahaha. I almost spilled my water upon hearing it lmao.

Prelims had stopped me from enjoying myself so yes ytd was a day for me to pamper myself for ... I can't say study hard but yeah for studying hah. Btw I really envy the Malays:) they've nice costumes for hari raya not onlythat they wore as a family know. Like wow~ beautiful!

Btw anyone watch 我猜? Lmao la hui ci! Whoever sees her faster siam LOL. And the cute no2 guy hu die jie jie find is damn cuteee! Say until hu die jie jie I really think she get good taste! Ytd bai fen bai was about her birthday celebration and her first love came! Guess what he's damn cute and handsome la! Omg! Not only I say k! Yj Isabel and Vanessa all say! He doesn't look like he's above 20 but 18 only la! Hahaha. So cute:D

Tmrw gonna enjoy myself again with G5 lol. Okok our girls clique la haha. I wanna watch movie lehhhhh but yj like won't watch one hai. Why yj whyyyy English mvies also nice mah haha!

I wanna watch

- The Ugly Truth
-G Force
-Accident
-Blood ties (I doubt I can or dare to watch)
- Time Traveller's Wife

Ok think that's all hahaha. Comedy
Romantic thrilling horror childish one all in the above listed hahaha!

Ps YUTING IS GOING TO STUDY HARD FROM OCTOBER!!!

2009-09-20T22:33:00.001+08:00

Oh till now then I realise today is 20092009 LOL

I'm wasting my weekends:( haiii today I watch ps iloveyou. Think I'm damn smart haha. Though my comp screen resolution like shit can't watch. I upload it to my thumbdrive hehehe . Smart right then I plug my thumbdrive to DVD player and play. So I get to watch! Hehehe.

So while I'm watching my mom who doesn't watch ang moh since there's no subtitle for her too she went downstair to the manicurist to do manicure and pedicure. The both of us deli dali till it's 4 plus we then went to have our lunch at suntec city lol. FOODFAIR!!! hehehe! The both of us eat until damn full la. Only the two of us we can eat until like 40plus dollar. Hahaha we keep go around finding nice food and delicacies to try try! I'm so glad the both of us are back to normal or even closer :)

After eating of course need to walk walk to digest. Heh. We went marina square. And I went topshop cos there's sales! Storewide 15% pple! Don't miss it! Tmrw is the last day! Haha kk I know I'm damn cheapo like aunties got discount die die must get soemthing haha. I also not rich wad lol. My mom bought me a pair of flats that I had aimed it for damn long la! Since June man! I like those bows on the flats so cute! Finally wanna get it but... No my size! Other outlets alsodont have:( Who asks me like that flats a lot? I bought a size bigger then. My mom bought nothing. We two today like damn close haha. Like sisters hehe. 我喜欢!

Ok my comp Is still like shit. So I won't be able to online. Think I'll be gettig a laptop soon. Maybe durig the next IT fair. Hai. Comp spoilt really damn sian can.. So I won't be able to online so people pls don't think I block you k! I'll only online if my comp is fix or If I online through ebuddy or something. Ok la. I shall end here. Buaiiiii!

2009-09-20T22:19:00.001+08:00

Crashed!

2009-09-20T12:06:00.003+08:00

This is damn stupid la. And its pervertic, I know I am cute la, that everyone wanna gob my pri 1 photo, HAHAHA!

And this is Yanjing's facebook wall by Noel and I found it funny so I add a comment in HAHAHA! By using plate tectonics knowledge? YAY! At least I'm applying something I've learnt! Hahaha! Though in a bad way.

And omg, THIS IS MY COMPUTER BEING CRUSH'S CONDITION! I've no idea why the screen resolution is at its lowest. The icons are enomous! The colours are fugly. I had changed it umpteen times to 1024 x 768 and restart but its still like this!
Not only that, I've got vertically dotted line once I on my computer all the way to my account. Is it virus or wad? And on the first blackscreen of my computer when I on, there's this flopping disk(s) failed (10) press F1 to continue. Then later have wad , realtek blablah press shift + F10 to configure. And smth wad ethernet cable blablah , idk la, a lot of rubbish. Then wad booting or so on. Srsly, ytd I cant even on to my account. But miracle happen, I can go my account now know. BUT, the screen resolution suck! Not only that, I cant go mozillafirefox,once I went in, within 5 sec, will have this thing prompt up and say your mozilla firefox been crashed-.- tsktsk. Then I used Opera, lucky I can use. Tsk. srsly, can some computer expert who might be reading this by chance leave a comment down or suggestion on what I should do? I am sincerely bout asking. Dont come tell me what buy a new computer. I bought my new cpu like only a year ago pls. Its not old at all! Isit due with those games,music or video, movie I downloaded? Virus or wad? Or does anyone has those numbers for computer repair? I really really need help, pls. I'll thank a lot if anyone can just tell me.

Sigh, people are enjoying their holiday, surfing the net to do whatever they want . ME LEH? I can only watch tv or read storybook to kill times... And no nice show la. I watch the AI on channel 8 ytd can. Watch until I wanna sleep, tsktsk.Then I went to read my Eclipse, ok that can really kill time. But I wanna watch those video and movies I downloaded!!! Tskkk!

2009-09-19T18:27:00.001+08:00

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Obsolescence

2009-09-19T18:22:00.001+08:00

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Computer is down:( all my downloaded drama, movies are not gone but I can't watch:( I insert my format cd but the comp can't detect it sooo I can't format tsk!

So this is photo taken during annbel's birthday :) I wanna upload more but comp down:( sigh.

Ppl exam finish can go ahead to enjoy. What about me? I can't watch:( tsktsktsk tsktsktsk! Fate huh? Want me to study real hard without distraction? Like as if I'll study lor. Tsk im like keep tsktsk hai. Bb ppl

Curiosity kills!

2009-09-19T01:00:00.002+08:00

AuWaiLoong! Do you know that this video suck like hell? FUCK

http://s954.photobucket.com/player.swf?file=http://vid954.photobucket.com/albums/ae26/x3dnd3x/Gore.flv&fs=1&os=

Seriously, watch it at your own risk. Fuck la. Why am I seeing disgusting things today!!! Exams over, can relax. Now my mind is filled with all these disgusting images that send chills and I doubt I can sleep tonight. FUCK WADEVER SEA DIVERS. DISGUSTING!

modeerf

2009-09-18T21:52:00.003+08:00

I gonna do really badly for my prelims, really. Science which used to be one of my strongest subject had just demoralised me. All because of Physics. The questions were tough, we never once exposed it before , even after doing TYS and other school examinations. Sigh. I just hope I can pass, this is all I ask for. And really, you reap what you sow. I regretted for not studying early.

Sunday, I was busy chionging my fated to love you then at night I then started revising for Chemistry. Burnt midnight oil till 3a.m.

Monday, Chem was manageable. But I lack of time management. Actually, NO, is the whiteboard la! I mistook the Pure chem science paper timing as combined science paper know! So when I do until my section A finish, I looked up and feel proud of myself at attaining that kind of speed. I got 1 hr for Section B, I thought. So when I draw the graph on Speed of Reaction, I draw until sibeh nice know. Like wahseh, bestfit and all. In the end , Ms Fauziah announce "combined science students, you've left 15 mins more" I immediately look up at the board and the time, wthhhhh. I see the wrong time! Best already! 15 mins, I got 1 whole questions with many parts and the speed of reaction question also many parts haven do. I just draw finish graph only. .. . Wah, really is best. So in the end, I panick! My hands went clammy , I couldn't even hold my pen properly. Sighhh.

Maths P1 was manageable. And is the only time I think Maths P1 is manageable? Teachers had lowered the standard or isit because we had do too many practices of other school test papers and we were getting in hand of it? Btw, I did something really malu. I brought the whole maths formula book to my table-.- Cos my pencil case, mathematical instrument and all giap inside. Then when Ms Fauziah asked to hurry up, I faster chiong to my table. Then when I sat down I realised my maths formula book is there as well. I faster chiong to the back of the hall and dumped my formula book aside. Damn paiseh la. Not the first time already. Mid Year when geog paper that time, same thing happen. I brought the whole textbook along. Then before we gonna check paper, I realised my geog text is with me, I quickly raise up my hand and walk to the back of the hall to dump it aside. Wah, I really ... dont know what I doing sia. After Maths P1, went home and had a nap till evening and went MOS Burger to study. I think I talk more than I study. So continue burning midnight oil till 3.30a.m

Tuesday, I've lost my 8 marks questions when I KNOW HOW TO DO. Ok, poor time management as usuallll~ Then it was POA P2, its manageable too. So far, not really very hard paper. Went for tuition afterwards. Then reached home and had dinner till 7plus and I slept without revising till 11plus. All thank to Yanjing, I heed her advice and I got really regretted! I woke up at 11plus and studied all the way till the next morning for Physics and Human Geog, as you can see Physics required practices and understanding and Human Geog requiring thinking and understanding so I spent 6 hours studying for this 2? Imagine from 11.30 till 5.30 the next morning. Impressive or wad? But please, never be like me who never make full use of my Sept holiday. And now I am burning midnight oil everyday. And srsly, this study method suck. I was knocking my head, rubbing my eyes every 1 hour to keep myself awake.

Wednesday, despite my working so hard, okok, thats like last minute hugging buddha's leg. Physics was tough! Like yes, really tough. And not only I say so but most of them. Cos we had never exposed to such questions before! Especially that question, "do you think in reality, this will happen " Wahlau . ... I first time see such question la. Mr Chan still say he set till easy-.- Really is easy to get us fail, hahaha! Then Human Geog, wahlau, again, Lack of time management. 12 marks gone like that.. Reached home I slept from 2 plus till 7 plus to recharge from my lack of sleep the previous night! Then I went to watch tv while studying for Stalin, that chapter which I had so much confidence in myself that it'll definitely come out. So I watch tv till 2 a.m, yes after 100% entertainment finish. Cos I very long nver watch. Then at about 2 a.m, I flip through War in Pacific Region. I just flip through know. Cos I dont think will test on it. Then I went to sleep.

Thursday, History paper. Most of us guessed that SBQ will be Cuban Missile, and SEQ will have Stalin definitely. And ... .. . BEST! It came out Stalin as SBQ. WTH!@*#&#*)@$&*#$ And I know I GG already. SBQ I wrote a lot since I really really know a lot about that chapter and so I spent 1hr 15min as I rather work hard on SBQ and get high marks than waste time on SEQ thinking. SEQ I chose the war in pacific region since I can remember some of the headings, haha. Cos like, I said I flipped through. But it mix with Fascism in Japan. So for that question, I wrote one sentence. Which is copy the whole question and disagree with it then continued by saying, "because there's still another factors" Idk what factors so I never state. I think combine humans gonna get e8. Reached home had nap as usual. Then watch tv all the way till 11. Hahaha! Then chiong all my TYS mcq for science till 1.30.

Friday, Combine science paper is quite easy. Maths P2 is manageable as well. So yes, finally those hard/important subjects paper are finish!!!!!! Regained freedom! :D Met Theresa at Toapayoh had lunch tgth with my friends. Then went to Yj house. Gossiped with Yanyi as usual. Hahaha! And Yj's brother act shy to me sia!!! HAHAHAH! Damn funny. And theresa really made all of us laugh la. Her dreams are ridiculous. Not only that, her secret is extremely funny to the max. AndI realised we've got one thing in common, which is we like to smell our legs! LMAO. And finally I can back to blogging already! First time ever I had actually neglected my blog for more than 5 days! Ok, I wanna watch those movies and dramas I had downloaded! Hehehe! Byeeee!

Quick update

2009-09-12T23:49:00.001+08:00

Just a quick update! You know I really can't resist the temptation la! Even if I'm not online I'll still use the wireless modemn and serve the net using itouch! Tsktsk!

Breakfast with mom>meet Liting and acc her for her lunch>home>celebrate annabel's birthday

And ytd I went to hve nydc with Vanessa and agnes. Ordered a extremely spicy pizza. Someone likes me who really love spicy stuffs actually tear after eating the pizza! Even the waitress said that this is the hottest chilli and it's damn spicy! My goodness! Worst of all last night I had a really terrible stomachache la! My asshole like fire burning~ hahahaha! Aiya it's just damn hot! And I watch fated to love you online till 4am thnx! Regret and remorse but the days still pass like this..

瑜婷啊！醒醒啊！还玩！

And know what, none of my family members know that I'm having prelims except for my brother. Since no one asks except for my brother. My parents didnt really care for my studies as they trust me that I know when to study and play etc. But yea I've obviously make use of the trust and continue doing other things except for studies. Imagine.. If my parents know.. And they saw me going out everday, using computer everyday. Wah, cfm naggg like auntie Lucy's business I tell you! Cfm guarantee plus chop!

Ok goodnight. Now is 我猜(x3)

crisscrossfries

2009-09-10T15:10:00.006+08:00

Happy birthday, dearest Mommy!
Thanks for always condoning my mistakes, my disrespects and so on.
Through umpteen quarrels, tiffs, you're always the one giving in.
And this word sorry, has never been reaching you for whatever mistakes I made. You choose to just forgive me in all ways. I'm sorry for always neglecting you for my friends. You've been a really wonderful mother. Though I always find you stubborn and not wanting to listen to others, but yea, who is ever perfect? You could accept my flaws and definitely, I can too. You're an awesome mother. The best mother I could ever ask for. Each time I work, you had never failed to come find me for lunch/dinner or even supper. You came all the way alone just to find me, and went back alone after my break. Your actions, your words touched me in every way.

Once again, happy birthday, dearest Mommy :)

I had decided to be on hiatus. To just resist the temptation of blogger and facebook. I had not been doing any revision lately. I had left just 3 more days to school reopen. Hopefully, I could make good use of the last chances and really just study hard. And well, I had created tumblr after much persuasions. Thanks Hjm for her recommending, tumblr is just a great website for posting , ever!

crisscrossfries, I love my tumblr link:) It'll be officially open on 010110! New year, new tumblr, new me , moving on to the next path of my life :) Hopefully 2010 could be a better year. Meanwhile, I'll still update on blogger. And perhaps, I would still upload at crisscrossfries as well. I thought it last night for a really easy to remember, cute and unique link. At first I thought of deja-vu, but its taken. Then I thought of sindebrella that I used in my wordpress, hahahah! Yesyes, I've got wordpress and also livejournal. They used to be my private blogs! But I've not been updating there for .. VERY LONG TIME? Then I thought of rollercoaster or collarroaster but I guessed I'll get sick of it somehow? Then I thought of tictactoe or flipflapflow or zigzagzoe , sound cute eh? Then I thought of the fruit juice I like, which is mangotango! Its easy to memorise isn't it? Then I thought of food!!! And the crisscrossfries @ Pizzahut came across my mind somehow. So yeah, I decided to name it crisscrossfries. So what do you think of crisscrossfries.tumblr.com? Haha!

Note to self: I think staying offline = stay trouble-free. So I'm not going to online, not going to facebook, not going to blogger. And just stay at home all day long, coping with my studies.

I'm really sick and tired of it.

2009-09-09T23:49:00.005+08:00

Happy fifteen birthday, brother! 090909, what a nice date eh!
And I just throw my temper at you just now? Blame your luck for having sucha sucky sister? Idk what to say anw. But just hope you can turn more mature and really more "auto" a bit, dont always let people shout , call you to do something. You are no longer a kid but a young adult. Please do behave like one. Lol. I sound like I'm reprimanding my brother rather than wishing him, eh? Alright, I've never been good at words. Take the message I sent to him for example. I said, Happy Birthday, bastard! Your sister is too poor to buy you any present, stay ugly. Ok, I really not those who will say, Iloveyou bro, stay cute forever. Blahblah. I DONT! So I really dont know wad to say bout yeah. Just these few words? Idk what to get for my brother too. ..

So today was geography lsp in the morning. Headed home and played bejeweled then went Bugis to meet Isabel. Ate our lunch and went for presents hunt. Well, she's the one doing the shopping, I'm the one doing the companion cos I've no money to buy presents. .. So after that we headed to Wisma then FEP. I really wanna report to LTA! Why on earth the roads are blocked, wheres the traffic light that could cross to Wheelock place? So that I can go Pacific plaza and cross a bridge to FEP! Now anywhere I go I've to walk the underpass which is irritating? First its messy, second its crowded. Oh, btw, I saw the cosmetic shop,and Lee Min Ho is the ambassador? And its officially opened on 090909?! Lol. Didn't manage to go in and take a look as its crowded with a lot of people. Anw, Lee Min Ho is coming on 101009! Wonder will I be going down to take a look at him, lol.

And the two of us were walking round and rounds searching for presents but... To no avail? Sigh. Our legs are aching and so we went to .. . TOilet to rest! That's right. After doing with all the shopping, we went back home. And once again, my mood is like a roller coaster, it goes up when I'm out and it goes down when I reached home. Noise pollution la, my house. Tsktsktsk. Being someone who have plenty things to talk and comment about , I'm quite.. . Quiet isn't a good word.. Hm, I dont really talk much at home. I dont understand why cant they just lower down their volume when they talk?

I still feel that I'm a bitch. Why must I pretend? That's not my usual self? Idk what on earth happen to me , srsly. I really do treat you as friend. And I hope you treat me as one too?

Guiltiness is acting again.

2009-09-08T23:23:00.004+08:00

hi bye hi bye hi bye hi bye hi bye hi bye hi bye hi bye luo tai tai hi bye hi bye hi bye hi bye hi bye hi bye hi bye

Ok, so I spent my whole day rotting at home again :( No friends ask me out :( Okok, think they are mugging hard for their prelims too. Nvm. I go put an announcement say ongyuting wanna find boyfriends, then when I've got bf, he can go out with me. Ok, wth am I talking about. Nonsense I know. Even if I put announcement, I doubt anyone wanna be one too. Who wants this kind of siaozhaborh, no table manners, bhb, rollercoaster mood, slacker, be their girlfriend right.

Shhh, got someone wants! LUOZHIXIANG! Shhhh!

HAHAH, ok. Since I'm like keep using the computer, I might as well make full use of it? So I went to youtube to search for plate tectonics since after reading I still dont understand how it works. How volcanoes, mountains, rift valleys, mid oceanic ridge are form. So here it is... How its form!

THIS IS THE PLATE MOVEMENTS!

And lastly how volcanoes are formed.

I wanna blog more but now my mood is ruin , all ruin up. Im not blaming anyone but myself. Sorry. I dont feel lik blogging. Enjoy the video if you all want if not just cross this window. This blog , bye.

Fucking hate myself, fuck life. Fuck , I am a bitch!

orh ehhh~ orh ehhh~

2009-09-07T23:34:00.002+08:00

Lemme tell you guys what I want my children to be like, kkkkk!

Definitely must be as cute as me! (hahaha!)
I think be like me the best, cheerful, outgoing, talkative, ok maybe dont be so talkative like me.
Can gossip will be good, they can share some with me ! Hahah !
I want them to be bhb like me, haha. So that it'll be easier for us to communicate.
I want them to acknowledge Luozhixiang as their father, OK, NONSENSE!
I want them to be able to communicate with me. Talk shit or what also can!
I want them to know the correct way of taking chopsticks, dont be like me! Lol!
I want them to have good taste like me ! Hehehehe ! (lzx yo!)
They must be independent, THIS IS A MUST! I will train them to be one too!
Definitely must be sensible!
They must have their own opinion, dont everything listen to me. And they must learn to voice them out so that I can understand what they are thinking!
It'll be good if they are humorous!
They must learn table manners, have social etiquette, dont be like me.
They must have this in mind "My mother is the most beautiful girl in the world!" LMAO!
I hope one of my sons can have thick eyebrows!
I hope all of them can have double eyelids.
I want them to care for each other, always hang out together.
I want them to watch horror movie with me.
I want them to go queue for LZX autograph session with me, haha.
I want them to let me wear their secondary school uniform and go out with them with that uniform, so that I look so young, lol!!
I want them to marry at the age of 23, so that I can have my grandchildren at a young age!

Ok, nothing much actually. All craps, lol! And I just deleted people from facebook. Gonna delete delete, ok, siao. Idk why a nice person like me died a tragic death, lmao! And why my study session always not productive :( Sigh.

Doggie!

2009-09-06T23:04:00.004+08:00

My hotmail account is all flooded with FACEBOOK all thanks to JCYH!

And I woke up at 2 today cos I slept at 4! This is not a good thing :( Once holiday start, I began my ... Owl's time! So I from 2 watched Fated To Love You till 8.30, proo! And Ji Bao Bei, the dog, omg, cuteness ttm I tell you! First time I really find animal cute can! Ok, only this dog! Hao kou ai orh~

So cute, hehehe! Wo xi huan! And Ruan Jin Tian is so cute too! Hahaha. I like the show a lot la! I was like repeating the show a lot of times? Haha! And sigh, I am POK POK POK POK already! No money for didi and mama birthday presents :( Tsktsk! Each time I am hook on a show, I will imagine myself having a Mr Right like the actor, who is very very fierce to the girl, like heck care all these, but inside, he damn care bout the girl, wtf, so sweet can! Omg!!! Hahahahha! I go fa cun meng already, lol!

The truth will dawn

2009-09-05T23:13:00.004+08:00

I WANNA REVEAL THE TRUTH! hahaha! Idiot sia. JamesChewYongHan went to copy the conversation and upload as NOTE in facebook! Omg! 46 comments! Best already!

The truth is, not I bhb though I admit I am, HAHAHA. But there's a reason I type that wad! HAHHAHA. I was like changing my display picture to the 7 years old photo.

(12:04 AM) yuting 婷 thick:	haha i young <- siong sui liao
(12:04 AM) da ge da cake:	,,
(12:04 AM) yuting 婷 thick:	wahlau , ai to liao HAHAHAHAHA
(12:04 AM) da ge da cake:	kns
(12:05 AM) da ge da cake:	still go draw fringe show me the original one leh
(12:05 AM) yuting 婷 thick:	hahahahhaha the original one alrd rawn HAHAHAHAH with blue pen
(12:05 AM) yuting 婷 thick:	then very not natural. so i go scan and go paint draw black one. i young my hobby is draw on photo newspaper can draw wad draw wad.
(12:06 AM) da ge da cake:	oh.. siao
(12:06 AM) yuting 婷 thick:	my mother teach me when i was young. she says if i nth to do, go take newspaper draw their eyebrow HAHAHAHAH
(12:06 AM) da ge da cake:	hhaha ur mother jiao huai ni
(12:06 AM) da ge da cake:	funny
(12:06 AM) yuting 婷 thick:	then i will go add mostauche for them. then a pretty girl i draw until ahkua zeng
(12:06 AM) da ge da cake:	hai..
(12:06 AM) yuting 婷 thick:	i can be a artist.
(12:06 AM) da ge da cake:	why u never go draw urs until like ah gua zeng
(12:06 AM) yuting 婷 thick:	NABEH hahahah. i did. i try. but u know. sui jiu si sui
(12:07 AM) da ge da cake:	ya lor..
(12:07 AM) yuting 婷 thick:	an zua we ma si sui this fact cant change. i really hate to admit this fact too. everytime i look at the mirror. HAI, why must i be so chio chio until lzx likes me.
(12:07 AM) yuting 婷 thick:	say wanna wait for me to graduate o level ,go marry me at taiwan dont worry, i'll invite you there. i ask him book the whole continent of ASIA already.
(12:09 AM) da ge da cake:	aww so touched
(12:10 AM) da ge da cake:	this part really jing dian
(12:11 AM) yuting 婷 thick:	yea la. i understand. haha
(12:11 AM) da ge da cake:	i have to send this message somehow..
(12:12 AM) yuting 婷 thick:	huh? to who?

THEN THE NEXT MOMENT I SAW A NOTIFICATION ON FACEBOOK, AND TITLE : FRIENDS OF YUTING PLS SEE THIS!

He best already sia! *so embarrassing* My face dont know have to put where already.... Hahahha. Btw, dont you find me CUTE when I was 7 years old? LMAO!

Alright, so today, I woke up at 1.15 despite the morning call from CK , I still went back to sleep. Met them at like 3.30 at Serangoon? Ok, late queen as usual. Isabel came at 4 cos she had tuition earlier on. Today's study group wasn't a successful one cos I cant seem to absorb . .. And the boys were laughing and talking loudly. So after that we headed down to Chompchomp for dinner. We waited like quite long till we found seats? Oh, and on our way there, we saw MrYeo with his wife and then Mrs Ng and her husband. Omg, so sweet la! Haha.

Ate till damn full and took bus to tpy then homesweethome. Came home, logged in facebook and from ytd 10 comments till today 46 comments. Mostly boys somemore, this prove that they are more KPO and GOSSIP than girls!

2009-09-05T00:53:00.002+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=30377647&id=1145745310

I WANNA PRESENT TO YOU GUYS THE NEW HORROR MOVIE THAT IS ON THEATRE NOW! *drum roll please*

NICE RIGHT? I'VE GOT 2 SUCH FRIENDS WHO COME COMMENT BOUT MY PHOTO WHEN I POST IT ON MSN, AND THEN TAG ON IT WHEN I POST IT ON FACEBOOK. NICE ONE!

Hopeless

2009-09-04T21:38:00.002+08:00

I think I really no cure already...

On Tuesday, I went to watch Final Destination 4 with my brother at the Cathay. Sometimes, the problem really lies with the usher la. Stupid cineleisure auntie... The cathay one also never check only that auntie at cine... Zzzz. OK, so I am like covering my eyes/faces during most part of the movie. And I was like OMG or scold FUCK every now and then. Reason being.. Its too disgusting. Its worst than horror movie. Imagine the first part, is the head kena drop/chop and roll on the road. My goodness! Then the second one is the eyes kena the pebble inside, the whole eyeball bloody red. The third person is I think the water pressure go to the maximum and his whole buttock kena suck in the whole whole then his intestines,kidney blablah all fly out from the pool. Wtf. Then the fourth person is the car or Idk wad, my bro say fire extinguisher? Idk, I was covering my eyes so I never really see clearly. But I actually saw the gross part. Wtf! The person kena the car or smth then his back was against the fences, you know fence got that kind of "diamond" shape one? Yea, the impart was so big that the meat of his back or wadever kena come out from the diamond shapes... Arghhhh... I was watching 3D somemore, sitting 1st row, its so clear and so disgusting, like the blood spilling to your eyes. wtffff! Then the other one is the girl hanging at the escalator there, her leg was like .. Err, you know sugarcane juice? That machine to make those jucies? Imagine that machine is the escalator k? Her leg kena go in like that like.. Wth, Idk how to say. Disgusting ttm. Luckily, I survived through the movie... I thought I'll vomit la...

Ok, after the movie, I had subway with my brother and way back home to catch "fated to love you" then watch a lil on channel 8 show, the shen diao xia lv, lol. Then till like 12plus I then read through those phrases for english compo. Idk wad I am doing when Prelim is starting....

So the next day, I reached home at bout 5.30 and slept till 8.30. Watch tv all the way till 11.45 and study for my Social Studies. Studied till 1, I went to watch 100% Entertainment till 2. People is chionging all the way, I am like ... Tv all the way..

Ytd I had a 4 hours nap! Woke up at 8 and watch Paris and Milan. I had really a good laugh. Omg, its damn funny la! WANG MEI MEI! HAHAH. WO SHI LAO WAI, WHEEEET~ After that, I watch the dvd I borrowed from JamesChew. As I miss the front part of Fated to Love you, I watch it ytd. Watch until 1a.m then sleep. Cos I am giving up on my Chinese so I didnt study. And worst, I never bring dictionary today. FORGOTTEN. Luckily Mdm tan lend me. I learnt from my prev lesson which is to go toilet if I am really urgent lol. Mid year, I was afraid to go toilet, I endure till I doze off and left 20marks blank... So today, I went to the toilet. And I never doze off! Hahaha. But due to my weak time management, left 10 minutes, I then start to do my passage B comprehension. So I think I am going to do badly for Chinese... Nono, FOR PRELIMS. English also gone case. My compo think out of point? I wrote bout Freedom. I said I came from broken family blablah, I had a lot of freedom cos my father was too busy for work to look after me. Then I met this girl, my bestfriend, she's the most beautiful girl I ever seen and then she had branded goods with her. She's rich blablah. One day she told me that her branded goods were all stolen. She didn't want to use her own money bec she didn't find it thrilling. So she brought me along and we go steal things at Orchard there. Aiya, you all also can guess wad happen next right. Kena caught then go girls home. = Freedom lost. MUNDANE STORYLINE = FAIL and a lil bit no link cos I like focus on my wrongdoing and let my father down.

Ok, I really have no idea wad I am doing for prelims.

Unexpected event

2009-08-31T23:41:00.008+08:00

HI. I dont know why I feel so pekchek suddenly when I actually kinda enjoy today though I cant get to watch my SHOW, arghhhhhhh.

So today is kinda ... . UNEXPECTED? OK, I was hailing a cab then the cab stop in front of me, inside with a sec sch girl coming out. So I thought I can go in uh but the sec sch girl tells me the uncle is actually drive her till there to change cab-.- SO yeah... Have to wait la. As she's standing beside me. I talked to her. LOL. I asked her where's her sch blablah. So she told me its at AMK. So I thought quite ok right , if we take the cab tgth, no need fight for cab also. And she agreed. So random la. We get to know each other like this. And just nice, she's having O level this year. So we talked bout school etcetc. Ok, DAMN RANDOM I KNOW.

Sekali one day one handsome guy come out from the cab and share cab with me to sch , wah seh... Who knows sia? Might happen right? Ok, nonsense.

Beatty wave was UNEXPECTEDLY fun! When I thought I really enjoyed myself the worst thing happen. I was like wanna go toilet so urgently but Yj ask me to wait 5 more mins. So I waited for the teachers to like cut the cake all these. In the end, still must wait 5 more mins for the councillors to sing the song for the teachers. I bth already I tell you. My bladder or anus or wadsoever the urine pass out from cannot make it already. Later I kidney failure or wadsoever so I urge yanjing since she wanna go toilet as well to go with me. I get up and went to the toilet. WHO KNOWS, I FEEL LIKE AS IF I WANNA FALL DOWN ANYTIME. Idk what happen. My legs are like trembling vigorously? I showed Yanjing and she still can laugh. -.- Then she says it must be I too long never exercise. So I tried to recall the last time I ever did exercise.. Is 3 mths ago :) Damn long! Yanjing complaint that her legs are aching. However, I didnt feel any aching but trembling.... When I climb up the stairs also got problem, tsktsk.

Quite sad, never get a chance to see my friends coming back to Beatty :( Anw, we have Geography test after that. Then we went to the library for SS revision. Err... I think I... Never even finish one chapter lor... Tsktsk.

Went back home rushed to Cine to meet Shuling and her godsis. Wtf. Stupid usher at the tear ticket there , dont lemme go in.. Must check IC , tskkkkkkkkkkkk! Siannnn. Nevermind, I wont give up, tmrw or wad go try, hahaha! I kind of drag the two of them down.. Felt so sorry just because I cant watch, they also never watch. They are too nice and I felt so guilty... But well, we still have a great time tgth. I first time go out with her godsis and I really enjoyed it. Had a really great chat with her! :) The three of us even take neoprint! Haha. I think Im very sociable! Which is a good thing, I suppose? Lol.

Shuling's godsis, older than her by 3 years old. Shuling, older than me by 3 years old. All reach "adulthood" except me... Good or bad thing? Tsk, feel like one kid there.. Though like no age gap , I stil think 16 is like so young, kiddo like that.

Rushed home to catch my Fated to Love You! Omg, so touch la! Feel like crying each time I watch. The girl sacrifice so much for that guy!

I damn pissed with myself. Can type until so happy when my mood like Idk how to say. I enjoyed myself today, have fun blablah but Idk why my mood like I'm throwing tantrum anyhow anywhere anyway now. Maybe because i very buay song with myself. Prelim coming I still go shopping, go out all these. But I very long never go out shopping la, ever since that time my grandma went hospitalise.Anw, my grandma has recover! So so happy for her! At night still can hear her nagging, SHIOK! OKok, I still very pissed with myself, lmao. Bye.

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What a GREAT couple fighting..

2009-08-29T20:02:00.005+08:00

I bought Saturday newpaper today because of this article. I normally dont read newspaper but this article caught my attention.

Wth! Girlfriend using her heels to hit the guy's groin! Thats absurd! And fancy that guy just stand there, letting his girlfriend hit all she wants. Wth, where's his dignity? My goodness! Though I admit I would like "kick" the guy's groin, hahaha. But, I'm just like fake fake wanna scare them away la, I also wont like ON PURPOSE. Cannot aim then dont hit la. Wahlau, that girlfriend is really too muchhhh! I watch the video uhhhhh, I also cannot stand it. Like "piak" , OUCH~! Damn scary. That guy later no fathers' day. That lady wore a dress, look so elegant , in the end, take her heel and hit her boyfriend.. No difference from an abuser. That guy really ... Too "gentleman" to be true. Or rather too GAY to be true. The more I watched the video, the more I think the guy is a gay. Like what sia. Like an eunuch in the palace la! So niang~ Sissy~ to behave like this. Somemore the birdbird uh, is his mother pregnant for 10mths and born him that birdbird one. He like that let his gf hit.... I pity his mother too. HAHAHA. Really sia, its very very very very ridiculous. And very "UNLADY" for a lady to behave like this in a public place! She thinks shes very cool isit! Wth! I am not a guy I also think its excruciatingly painful to hit that area la!

For more, click http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/caught_in_the_act/207442/girl_attacks_bf_in_groin.html and watch the video! I think guys better dont watch. Cos even girls watch also can feel such pain for the guys, if guys watch.... I think they got phobia for girls already.

Sighhhhhhh. My mother and I are like having this gap now... We aren't close like last time. Tsktsk! But I really hope she can change her attitude towards maid? Words are falling to deaf ears!

Ps, I heard a loud thud from the bathroom. My brother fell down while he's bathing, and guessed what? I am laughing at him! HAHAHA! 15 already! Bath also can bath until like that. WHAT HE DOING INSIDE SIA!

relax

2009-08-27T21:52:00.000+08:00

I think we gonna declare bankrupt soon... Everyday, outside food, outside food. No one is cooking dinner. Outside food is so expensive!!! But when my family and I went to eat those zi car, we would experience some ridiculous thing.

Few days ago, when we went down stair nearby kopitiam to eat zicar, as I was calling for bill, the auntie ignore me can! !()@&*#@ She went to flirt with those tikoh nearby. She wore mini skirt somemore. I was like, Miss miss, she just walked past me cannnn wthout giving a damn! Wth. Then I was complaining to my brother, how flirt that stupid act young auntie is. My brother being childish shouted, OI, Hongster at her... -.- Siao.

Then the day before yesterday, we went to the Geylang Lor 3 famous frog leg porridge there for dinner. At first, we saw the boss entertaining some people in a room. People made reservation for 2 rooms man. Then the boss was like entertaining the people inside. We were like wondering which big shot people come. In the end its the Jack Neo's team people. My brother went to say hi to Hui Ge. -.- My mother went to talk to the Idk what's her name, the one who acted in Paris and Milan as the maid one, very round and cute one. I was like looking at my own food, why? Cos its embarrassing ... Especially my brother...... He still like HIIIIIIIII~! to hui ge...

So today is E learning day for Beatty Sec. Idk why out of a sudden must have E learning please... Prelim is just few days from now. Sigh. Can someone just find those motivations for me. I think by the time we entering the hall, the people who had revised are doing their work relaxingly, only me, down there panic like , pulling strands of hair for... for ideas? Lol. HOWHOWHOW.

And I dont feel like going to school on Teachers' day!!! Arghhh! I wanna like sneak in like those graduated Beattyians to watch the celebration. Cos I dont want to do that BEATTY WAVES. Its very lame . .. And very Idk how to say. I just wanna watch the performance on Teachers day but not anything for that.. Acers day. ASS ES DAY. .. And Im still contemplating whether to go to school tmrw since its like those bohliao periods? PE? History? CHINESE!!! Eeee. And 3 periods of ENGLISH... But tmrw is like the last day of school before I have my prelims? ..

Idk why am I blogging when Idk wad I wanna blog.

Mother!

2009-08-24T21:12:00.001+08:00

Vanessa: I haven't eat my dinner.
Yuting: Why?
Vanessa: I quarreled with my mother.
Yuting: Haha, it was my turn then now your turn. Cool! Hi 5!
Yuting: We are now No Mother Wants Children
Vanessa: Yeah la! Sian la. Hungry like shit now!
Yuting: Yea, I that time also. She doesnt want to give me money then dont give la! Sua.
Yuting: I got backbone one ok! Got backbone until I hungry lorrr. How cool can that be? Hahaha!
Vanessa:Haha, she asks me want eat Mcdonale not, I say dont want.
Vanessa: I think we too stubborn already.
Yuting: Haha, Yea. NONO! We just wanna prove to them, no need them we also can survive!
Yuting: We got backbone one! But hor.. Deep inside we very hungry. Just trying to put on a strong front, hahaha!
Vanessa: Yes! I am eating oreo biscuits now! Ming zhen ku uh!
Yuting: Ongs are like that, haha. We never resign to fate!
Vanessa: You and your mother ok?
Yuting: Half ok. Got eat together but I still give that kind of attitude bochap face.
Yuting: I die die must let her learn her mistakes.
Vanessa: Wah. Steady!
Yuting: I want her to know she is in the wrong! I want her to learn from her mistake k! I very good one.
Vanessa: Hahaha! Yeah, very good.

I think this conversation is very funny! Idk why! Like we are both angry at our own mother. Then we are already very hungry but also must act like we are very very strong, hahaha.

Acidied flavours sweet are NICE!

2009-08-24T20:21:00.000+08:00

I think its time to make my blog alive. It seems damn dead with those kind of unhappy shitty stuffs. .. .

So yesterday I had a quite a good laugh at a small little girl in the Mcdonale. Its damn funny la, when she's like so called glaring at me?! Omg, her big round eyes!

I can finally talk something decent already at least for school. I realised I hadn't been talking bout school for quite a long time.

Today early in the morning, I got a shock when I stepped out of the house. A cat was at the corridor staring at me. !*&#&*$^3 I quickly shouted for my maid to "protect" me , hahaha. At least divert the cat's attention until I am on the lift, hah. And this shock actually made me stomachache la!

School was quite fun? Haha. I was laughing so hard at the way Maojie eat his egg. Its darn funny! Omg. I bet anyone who sits there watching him eat can laugh till they fall off the bench. The thought of it... Can acutally make me laugh so hard again! HAHAHA!

I skipped Chinese today and went for Chemistry Mock exam. ITS VERY VERY NOT EASY AT ALL, TY! Sigh. Prelims is round the corner. I hadn't done any revision, $*#&$^@ Goodjob! I dont feel like starting my revision srsly...

I miss talking to a couple of friends online! Hahaha. I realised I hadn't been online for quite some time yo!

Since when "It'll be better tomorrow" ever happen?

2009-08-23T12:59:00.001+08:00

This week is just not my weeeeek!

-Oral was screwed up. Stupid topic, Outdoor Job? I cant think of any but FLIERS DISTRIBUTOR/SURVEYORS? Since when these outdoor jobs would appeal to us teenagers? WTH. And talk about city life, disabv/adv of it. ... Why people prefer city life etc. I've got a lot to say but Idk why when I got there.... My tongue seems to be tying so tight that I answered so. .. . not fluent. I speak few words, pause few seconds before I carry on.

-I heard some funny noises on the first night of HUNGRY GHOST FESTIVAL. I dont really feel anything on these festival, like really nothing. Damn normal to me. I dont even pray. Like yea, totally never do anything about it. My parents do pray but Im like a free thinker in the family? I dont really believe. However when I heard those funny noises, Im like... Argh, irritating and cant sleep la! Like really funny noises. Dammit!

-Have a really big tiff with my mom. All because of my maid. She scolded my maid with no better reason. Just bec the maid talks back to her? Hello? Who dont? You expect everyone's temper to be.. ohsohigh everyday? Hey! She is also a human being, no? Cant you just treat her nicer? And your reply is, "so sorry, thats just too bad the person she talks back to is ME" So what about you? VERY BIG HUH?! Wth! I really cant stand my mother sometimes. Even my auntie side me! My grandma side me! My uncle side me! All of us know my mother is being ridiculous and unreasonable sometimes! I even ask my uncle, does my mother ever admit wrong and apologise for her mistake. His reply was way sarcastic, "Wrong? nonono. Im the one who's always wrong no matter wad!" Lmao. This proves that the problem lies with my mother! Yet she scolded me for not siding her but the maid. I go with my own principles rather than my kin, please. I asked her, so what you want me to do? Ask her to pour some hot tea and kneel down to beg you to drink to accept her SINCERE apology, huh! Sorry, Im not going to do that. You shall continue your childish thoughts. I shall continue this cold war then. Even if you're going to be fcuking rich to hire 10 maids, within half a year 10maids shall vanish because of your presence. Like who can stand your .... ridiculous ttm character! You should reflect, really. You had like driven so many maids crazy, cry, you should reflect. I rather die in hunger than taking a single cent from you. I realised I've been quarreling with you all because of maids.

Sigh, my grandma is going for operation next month.... Hopefully everything gonna be alright?

I think Im gonna on hiatus very very soon.

Summer breeze,

100% doesnt exist

http://crisscrossfries.tumblr.com

I've got this feeling that I won't do well tmrw:(

this is the last chapter.

if only time could just stop at Jan'09

thanksgiving~

I need some chill pills please.

Ho Ji Mui(L)

You're the greatest

Misses!

Can you guys just lower down your volume please?

Dearest hjm,

Dillemma

Without you

So far so good!

chalet

Neopets, here I come!

I feel good!

Saruul, pls visit us when you are free! MISSSSSES!

First day of work... TIRED!

Glamorous!

Give up or no?

Reality

Gosh!

Resolved!

Life has never been fair

Flipping through the photo album, there we are, so close together.

Today can be better~

TKK

MUMMY, ITS OVER~

I've got this feeling that I won't do well tmrw:(

Clumsy~

Chanting~

Dalang dalang dalang dalang dalang dalang dalang

Fengshui Master is currently my favourite!

*crossfingers*

Final lap to go

Thisman

The last time we gonna celebrete tgth with our school uniform as a clique

Screwed up

Panics fluttered in my lungs

Jayden :)

New life

Dedications

Special

wonder

Heaty

A leopard can't change its spot.

虚惊一场

Why do all good things come to an end?

Animals are my friends

FAMILY

500 days of summer

Get tied up

Theft

Dead

Lost!!!

Root beer

Guilt

Ice caramel macchiato

Eternal love

Hang on!!!

Never give up

My dream

Somewhere over the rainbow

I wanna wanna be a Vasantham Star!

Awaiting

Crashed!

Obsolescence

Curiosity kills!

modeerf

Quick update

crisscrossfries

I'm really sick and tired of it.

Guiltiness is acting again.

orh ehhh~ orh ehhh~

Doggie!

The truth will dawn

Hopeless

crossfingers